I knew I wasn't always this way.... Suicidal and manic... She'd known for a long time but she didn't care for that she wanted me.. For me and that was all I needed....

I had been in my third shootout this week and I wanted her to myself but she had a meeting and I wanted to Come polishing her guns and other toys ( weapons) are so much work and I needed a brake. Since the situation with bev I thought of every way to keep her mind off of it. And mine.

I was sitting in the tub talking to myself about how the days seem so slow and somber, what's the fun of being mommy's little pet with nothing to do but polish her guns and look cute 
I am smart on Tuesdays and that's hard work. When the door opened I was playing boats and giggling at myself. Wondering what I was going  to wear this evening when I felt her breath against my ear I giggled and kissed her cheek
" nice way to surprise your queen isn't it?" I said looking at her in her gorgeous eyes. She slapped me and kissed my shoulder 
" bad girl " 
I purred and kissed her lips once
" now, tonight papi, has some business to handle, so be a good girl and sit silently while I talk all the business..."

I giggled kissing her neck pulling her bow tie tugging lightly
" I was thinking..."
" no you can't shoot shiny "
" please?"  I pouted pulling her into guilt.
She grabbed my neck.
" bad girl.. Get ready " 
She got up and walked out of the bathroom. I sighed and showered and climbed out and dressed in my black fitted dress and my hair up I threw on some bracelets and my poker knife hugged against my thigh I walked out to find her wearing her black button-up and slacks with a bow tie and black jacket to finish it off I walked over and fixed her bow tie and bun. She smirked at me and grabbed my ass pulling me close . I giggled kissing her lips
" mmmm.... Blood red... How you spoil me"
I giggled
" just for you baby " I said walking off
" I can't wait until later on... She whispered in my ear as I sat at the breakfast bar my hand gripped the marvel counter tops.
" focus..." I whispered
I smirked and headed out to the black porche. She unlocked the Lamborghini I looked her
" it's a Lambo kinda night " she said helping me in the car and slapping my ass as I got in.
I giggled and sat in the car as she speed off. 
" your wearing it" I squealed
" huh?"
" the watch I got you for our anniversary " I squealed " remember ?"
" y-y-yeah "
I gasped " baby you don't remember!"  I looked away. 
" come on... Babe... I do remember.. How could I forget that night on the balcony... You remember..."  She said kissing my ear I bit my lip...
I couldn't stay mad at her for to long especially when she kisses me there. I push her off.. " focus on the road "
I giggled and laid on her shoulder
She pulled up to the valet service i climbed out and headed over to waverly's side smiled greeting everyone as she seemed like somewhat of a god to them how happy they were to see her. I loved it until some bitch tried to flirt with her. I was upset at how she gave her attention so I wondered off into the club in between the huge packs of dancing I sat at the bar my god brother Tony was workin tonight, makes the best damn drinks in the city .
" hey tony ! "
" well if it isn't my favorite Godsister"
" oh hush doll face and get me a blue shemrrof on the rocks "
He chuckled " you got it sis"
I took my napkin and waited my body swaying to the rhythm.
" how's my pudding cup doin ..." I asked
" she's fine, just busy as usual.. Sis " he said sitting the drink on my napkin.
" don't forget to hug and kiss her for me"
" you betcha"
I sat there and drank a few glasses and got on the floor dancing. Giggling and having fun. I saw waverly's guys heading over to me I stopped and patted their cheeks
" come on dolls no need for force" I headed back walking with them. I waltzed in " hey I waltzed over to waverly and sat on her lap.
" ladies and gentlemen when you disrespect the queen, you disrespect me "
" and nobody wants to disrespect you babe"
She continued on their matters and everything.
We finished at the club and headed home.
I headed into the house stripping down bit by bit giggling as she chased me upstairs.

she laid there looking into my eyes and caressing my bare skin as I giggled kissing her lips.
" you like what ya see, babe?"
She smirked kissing my shoulder
" of course doll... You know you spoil me so "
" no you spoil me..." I giggled
" not enough... "
I looked at her concerned
" I haven't made you my wife... I haven't put my official mark on ya doll "  she said " my kingdom will be all yours... And more... I'll give you whatever doll.. You know that" she said holding me close 
I snickered sitting up on her chest
" is that your way of proposing to me puddin"
" let's just say that that's one way"
I smiled
" promise me that no matter what happens you'll always come to get me? " I asked
" even of my life depends on it " she said I kissed her once more and she pulled me in close.