I took the gun cocked and loaded in my hand and pressed against my temple. I took one deep breath the flashbacks speeding through my head as the tears continued to fall. I was about to pull the trigger

When The door bursted open and the savory sounds of her voice snapped me back into place she snatched the gun and threw it down. Her voice became a blurr the only thing I can see is her yelling at me like she always does.

I was crying and she was crying we were screaming at each other again she grabbed my hair and I grabbed hers.
Now I know what you must be wondering who the hell are these people and what the fuck was going on in my head you see I wasn't always this crazy and there was a time I was happy on the inside. Shit just gets crazy and my girlfriend is toxic I'm just to dumb to quit her.

She's a dirty habit and I'm the junkie. Shit really goes to ya head huh. We met at a party a couple of friends introduced us. She lied about her name..... She said her name was Delilah she thought that we'd never meet again until about three dates in she told me.... Her name is really waverly and man she's great in bed. Our conversations are rocky but amazing we have an spectrum from yelling and arguing,to happy and in love. Our love is toxic, I'm toxic this is our love this my story... How will this journey begin or how can it end......