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Chapter 26
Avalynn Johnson

It's been three weeks since I last saw Nolan. Three weeks since I left him.

I wonder how he's doing. Is he okay? Is he getting better? Is he hurting? And most of all, does he miss me? Does he finally accept me? Come to realize that I'm more than just his co-pack member?

So many questions, no answers given.

Honestly, I don't know how to say this but goddamn it, I miss him. I miss him a lot! And currently, it's eating my insides.

I guess as of now, everything has changed. Well for us it is.

After Rohan's spell was removed, I felt very different. Like a new, reformed person with new found feelings.

But damn, my idiot of a mate hasn't been chasing after me. I just want to write 'I miss you' on a rock and throw it at Nolan's face, just so that he knows how much it hurts missing him. And it pains me a lot since I've been away from him. The distance and the waiting time for him to come to me is definitely stressful. Yeah, I could be the one to go after him but silly me, my pride was too high and I wouldn't want to let him know that I'm missing him.

Sighing, I shook my head. Yet again, so much unanswered questions. I shouldn't even be thinking about it.

Right now, I was getting ready for a jamboree.

Yes, ever since we defeated the rogues, we decided to celebrate. Our pack decided to take delight since we were indeed free. Although we could never forget those dearly who passed away and fought to protect the pack. Only a few were killed, but then their lives meant more to us. Because they kept us safe from the enemy.

And plus, I knew that freedom like this, never lasts. There will always be a dark force that will follow the werewolf world. Whether it is rogues or dark wizards. The cycle never ends. There maybe a time where evil might triumph.

Currently, I'm getting ready for the grand celebration. It's also the induction of my brother and his soon-to-be Luna, Evangeline. I'm so happy for them. I've never seen my brother look so happy before. Aiden has been fussing over this day and honestly, they match and look cute together.

So with my look, I decided to go with an elegant, yet simple look. First of all, I did a neutral makeup by just filling my eyebrows, putting on some black mascara, contouring for my cheekbones, then placing a mauve colored matte lipstick.

Second, I chose a red dress that's made of silk. It was tight on top and flowy at the bottom. It didn't have too much intricate designs but it made me feel sexy just with the soft silk touching my skin. I just wanted to feel imposed in appearance.

I paired my dress with matching red heels that was -surprisingly- comfortable. Good thing, I wasn't putting band aids on my foot unlike prom night. Finally, I spritzed some of my favorite Versace perfume and grabbed a golden clutch on the way.

Yeah, it's not much of a task but it does work for me. Plus, I'm ready to take on that event with a bang.

I made my way downstairs to the induction ceremony. Did I mention that it was being held in the grand ballroom of our pack house? Yes, that's where we wanted to celebrate it.

Once I entered, my father noticed my presence and boomed aloud, "Everyone, please welcome my lovely daughter, Avalynn." 

I knew it was respect for the Alpha's daughter but oh my goodness, no! I can never get used to this much attention. I ducked my head in embarassment and made my way to the table immediately.

Why must he do this to me? I still am a bit uncomfortable with the crowd. Especially when their scrutinizing gazes are upon your way.

That's the moment when people were unlikely staring and whispering at me. Pointing and talking about me.

Though, before I could reach the said table, I was stopped by a group of men. They blocked my way so I couldn't pass. Trying to be polite, I gave them a tight lipped smile. I was hoping that my irritated state wasn't noticable.

"Hello. I'm Justin." One guy with ash blonde hair greeted. He held up his hand up for me to shake.

"Uh, hello?" I was confused but still shook it anyway. Do I know them? They look a bit familiar.

Plus, the guy's eyes reminded me of Nolan. Basically, all the boys that I met and will meet, will always be comparable to him.

I don't think I know them. Plus, they look like jerks. Sorry not sorry.

"These are my friends, Jake, Connor, and Sean." He gave a chuckled and pointed at his side, continuing, "We are your brother's pack warriors."

Oh! That's why! Now I know why they looked familiar. They always roam around the territory.

"You're Avalynn Johnson I presume?" He asked. I raised an eyebrow.

"Yes." Ofcourse they knew me now. In fact, since they're my brother's pack warriors, then I'm sure they knew a lot about me. Probably embarrassing stuff that my brother loves to share about.

"We've heard so much about you from your brother." Connor stated. I knew it.

"Oh really?" I crossed my arms, motioning them to continue. "What kind of things?"

If it was the time where I tripped at the- nevermind I don't want to talk about it.

"That you sacrificed your life to save another Alpha's brother and you saved the Luna from those vicious rogues. Plus, that time you were knocked out, unconscious." Sean stated nonchalantly.

Eh, I also didn't want to talk about that-

"Or the time when you stabbed that evil guy with a silver dagger!" Jake added, excitedly.

I laughed at his enthusiasm.  I can't believe Aiden told them that.

"I'm sure no one asked you what your thoughts are about all of these situations so I'll ask you first, how does it feel to do those things? And now to be recognized for doing such a heroic deeds?" Justin smiled.

Avalynn smiled. She was flattered that they made her sound like a heroine in the supernatural world.

"Well, at first it was frightening and despite the chauvinistic Alphas in my way, I still did what I thought was right." I remember the time when Nolan and my father stopped me from fighting with them. "Plus, thinking about it, I wouldn't change what had happened and would still be doing it over and over again."

Yes, despite Benjamin's painful mark, I wouldn't change it for the world. I wouldn't have talked to the moon goddess, -even if she was a bit crazy-, and to Nolan. I was proud of what I did, for going after them, and for stabbing that asshole with my trustee dagger.

"You're very brave." Justin spoke, pointing it out.

"Thank you."

"So, now that you know us, and that we aren't completely jerks, do you want to dance with me?"

What?

I must look like a gaping fish. How does he know that I thought of him as-

"Yeah, how do I know? Judging by the face you made awhile ago, you weren't so fond of us. You probably thought we were some arrogant, cold hearted dickhead."

I smiled at that. There's only one arrogant, cold hearted dickhead that I know. And as far as I'm concerned, he is not here right now.

"I'm sorry I judged too easily. You guys aren't so bad as I thought." I apologized sheepishly. They look like an okay, cool, but friendly people.

"Anyway, sure. I'll take up that dance with you if it's still offered."

A little dance wouldn't hurt anyone, right? I thought.

"Ofcourse the offer always stands when it comes to you." Justin gave me a genuine grin. He offered his arm to me and I gladly accepted it. It will help take my mind off of things and off of him.

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Nolan Blackwell

I was so damn nervous.

Today is the day that I will try to win my mate back. I haven't seen her in weeks yet it felt like a fucking century. Excuse the exaggeration but it truly felt like I haven't seen her in years. The distance from her is fucking me up.

Thinking in the brighter side of the picture, I was excited to have her in my arms. No doubt, my wolf and I was fucking eager to have her once more. Even that, the feeling of anxiety was still there. I was so worried to lose her.  Or nervous to the thought of losing her. Especially to someone else.

She might never forgive me again.

But, it is worth a shot, right?

Fixing my suit and tie, I nervously tugged on my collar. I was dressed in a stylish, fine-fitted suit since I was invited to the induction of the future Alpha and Luna of the Silver hill pack. Not only that but we are celebrating our freedom from the viscous rogues. The said monsters were defeated already yet their chief or leader of some sort, Benjamin, was alive. He wasn't dead yet but is currently held captive in my torture dungeon. A place where he truly belongs anyway.

"You look a bit nervous, Alpha." Mason pointed out, smirking. This statement made Julian smirk as well. Those fuckers were mocking me. I just knew it.

Hell, I'm pretty sure they both knew I was fucking terrified of what's to come. We're talking about my mate here. And of course, my chances with her.

"Shut the fuck up." I muttered under my breath. Idiots. I swear if we weren't in a party, I would've smack their heads.

Then Julian slapped my shoulder, "Don't worry man, we got your back."

And I knew they did. They always did.

Nodding my head, I opened the door to grand ballroom and was feeling a bit worried. As I entered with my trusted Beta and Gamma, my eyes went around to find Avalynn. It amazed me how there were a lot of people here. Alphas, Betas, Gammas from different packs are here celebrating the said event too.

Alpha Johnson does have lots of good connections with other packs.

Then, her damning lilac smell hit me like a ton of bricks. Her strong scent had my wolf and I panting in need. And astonishingly, that's just the start of it.

My inner wolf was going crazy inside of me. Ever since Rohan's temporary spell broke, the mate bond was obviously returned but was now clawing my insides. There was a certain burning and fluttering sensation inside of me that is caused by my one and only mate, Avalynn.

I frantically searched for her. I couldn't help myself. I'm very much crazy when I'm around her since I haven't seen her in weeks and then just today she pops out and is in my midst. She was definitely close to me. I could feel it.

And when I found her, I couldn't help but be enthusiastic in nature. She was just currently walking back to her table yet my eyes were glued to her the whole time.

"Oh man, I'm sure your wolf couldn't handle that." Julian said, pointing out at Avalynn.

And my wolf couldn't indeed.

She was very beautiful tonight.

Avalynn wore a nice, tight silk dress that truly suits the colour of her skin. It was fixed and tight so it definitely defines the curves and contours of her body. Plus, it made all her assets look incredible; from the front side to the back, they look incredible. Especially her derrière -with the tight silk clinging onto her- and with her wearing that high heeled toe shoes, made it look like her legs could go on forever. The simple accessories and style made her look elegant, and with her long hair cascading down her back, she was something to look at alright.

Gosh, I must look like a stupid bitch in heat, lusting for her like a teenage boy.

I guess I really did miss her a lot. Judging by the fact that my wolf and I were craving her simple touch or the sound of her voice. Or even her simple look and smile. It literally felt like I was a man in the driest desert, thirsty, and she was my only oasis. Very fresh, lively, and beautiful.

But then I couldn't help but snap out of my lovestruck, dazed state when she was blocked by a group of men. My wolf growled lowly at them in warning.

It helped assure my wolf a little when she glared at them. I'm sure she's annoyed with those men.

That's my girl. I inwardly smirked. I guess I wasn't the only one irritated here.

Everything was okay until we spotted her change of character and behavior.

My wolf snarled at the group of pack warriors when he saw his mate smiling. What the hell were they saying to her? It not only made my wolf uneasy, but so do I, the human side.

They're flirting with her! I couldn't believe my eyes! How come she isn't doing anything about it? My inner wolf felt betrayed for a moment.

But I couldn't blame anyone else but myself. Not those boys, not those rogues, not her, but my own dumb self. If only I wasn't such a dickhead back then, then she wouldn't be this close to those men. She would've probably bore my mark and children. I know she deserves better but seeing her with other males made my stomach churn. Honestly, I cannot imagine her with anyone but me.

I know. Selfish, right?

And plus, I might just kill a bitch if she ever moves on and finds another mate to make her happy. Knowing full well that it's my job to fulfill, protect, and satisfy her ever wants and needs.

And what infuriated me the most was when she and blondie headed to the dance floor.

With that moment, I felt really hopeless. Hopeless, because I see my chances with her slipping away when she was swept off her feet on the dance floor by that blondie boy. Not only that blonde kid, but any other male as well.

My wolf was angry. He was ranting that it should be us in blondie's place. It was utterly unacceptable that he had his arms all over our mate.

The sight displayed in front made us see red. I couldn't help myself.

I felt like I wanted to rip off the guy's arms. I knew that my wolf agrees since he isn't too much of a fan of blondie here. Yeah, silly me.

But I did what I had to do.

After a few minutes of watching them, I couldn't take it anymore.

I had to do something.

I stormed off to them and ripped my mate from the guy's arms. Glaring at the blond boy, I grasped Avalynn's hand with my own and dragged her outside of the party. It was a possessive action that might not look good in her eyes but I didn't care. My mate and I needed to talk. And talk is what we will do.

We needed to go out of this place in order to fix things. We need to be away from the party, away from the people, and away from everything.

It's time to patch things up with my mate.

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L.E. 4.12.16 • 10:56 am