Don't get me started on. Ok so I'm not saying that crushes are a bad thing I'm just saying that they can be a living HELL sometimes. Like there are several types of crushes like "the douche bag crush". This specific crush is just a total ass he's the worst kind of crush because he's ether has dated every girl in the school or he's had sex with them. But he's so fucking sexy you look past that and go for it anyway. The next crush is the "taken crush". Ok this crush is my second least favorite crush. Why you ask? Because he's already fucking taken!! And it's not easy when their making out right in front of you and your just like ummmmmmmmm could you maybe stop that's suppose to be me right there. Then we have the "best friend crush". Okay so this is my most least favorites crush. So your best friends with your crush but you guys are best friends and you don't want to ruin that relationship you guys have a trust and a bond that can never be broken by anyone but you like them so what do you do? Well this is what I did.

1. Call him and tell him that it's something important/text him if he can't talk
2. Tell him it won't hurt it will just get the weight off your chest
3. If he says that he's not interested don't worry you guys can still be friends/but if he says that he is interested then go for it!

Okay guys I have a crush.( in case you didn't already know). Okay so we're going to call him Martin. So Martin is the smartest guy in our class.(yes I go after smart guys I'm a nerd to) but anyway I've been crushing on him ever since I've heard his voice it's just so deep and so mature that I feel in love it it but I know what your saying ""you only like him for his voice" no that is not the case I like him because he's a really nice guy and seems really sweet I went through a really bad break up in November I think my boyfriend cheated on me with some girl that I didn't even know so mr having a crush after what happened was surprisingly good and that means I have the power to move on. But here's the story of how I had a conversation with my crush.

So surprisingly we both absolutely love the hunger games and I asked him if he saw mocking jay part 2 this is how it went down

Me- So um Martin did you see mocking jay part 2

Martin- Nope but I really want to I heard that the ending sucked if you are a gale fan.

Me-Are you a gale fan?

Martin- Yes actually are you

Me- Yeah gale for life but the ending went like this so katniss and peta get married and have two children then the movie ends.

Martin- Well that ending sucks did anyone important die

Me- Well to me no but Finick died and that's all that I could remember.

Martin- Well then that ending is total shit because someone important should die so it can indicate that this is the conclusion to the movie

Me- I know right! And now that they have two kids we don't know how their going to grow up or their going to grow up just like their mom or dad we don't know that so its not technically a conclusion.

Martin- I totally agree with you.

Then we were just talking for the whole period the the bell ranged an we walked out of class talking about the hunger games. When I finally said goodbye when we were done talking so I could catch up with my friends he said

Martin- That was a pretty fun talk I hope we could do it again some time

Me- Yeah me too

Now for some of you that go to my school you know that I might have emphasized it a little but this conversation actually happened so ha but I just really wanted to say that if you have any of these crushes then you can take advice from the nearest adult so yeah I hope everything works out with your crush.

AN: Hey guys it's me and no I'm not dead I've just been working on the new story that I just published its called my life as an out cast this story is a fictional story and I just wanted to spread awareness around how this stuff happens to innocent people. But don't for get to vote,comment, and share until next time my loves!!!!!