i wander

a mess is what I am

for I cannot salvage one single thing

a friendship cannot last

one singular human relationship cannot be salvaged

i cry

tears of acid

i watch as my tears tear into my skin

it burns

help me please

these tears are burning me

inside and out

they pour out more as time goes by

a canyon lay on these cheeks, theyve been burned into, carved

my feet shuffle endnlessley

watching the world fall around me

into its place, softly I ponder

my hair sticking on different ends, my clothing in a mess

my hoodie falls off my shoulders, shirt a drooping mess as it exposes my collar bone, my pants slimley fit against my stumpy legs, my boots slip as they do not fit

wearing black, red and grey

the scheme of the day

as per my usual, nice and dark

I watch everyone around me

My freinds

faimly

everyone

leaving me

in a puddle

acid keeps falling

down my cheeks

im a blubbering mess

i know this true

im watching you

wating

wondering

when it will happen

when my plan will all come together

how it will unravel and unfold

as my tear stricken face wanders

away

a soul lost in an endless battle

of good and evil