"what did you do?" i hear, struggling to fully open my eyes because of how heavy my lids feel. after processing, i realize who the person talking to me is, using all my strength to flutter my eyes open. above me, stands a worried junmyeon. you stare at me intently, waiting for me to reply.

"i-" i begin but am soon cut off.

"why did you get yourself into trouble?" you say, your voice coming off as irritated.

"what do you mean?" i get up from my position, now face to face with you as my eyes dart into yours.

"why did you go there?" you question, making me grow annoyed. why are you acting like you're my mother?

"didn't you say that i needed to give myself a break?" i fire back.

"when i said that, i didn't think that you would take getting drunk with a stranger as an option" you yell and i can already feel my eyes begin to sting.

"why are you acting this way? it's not like i cheated on you or anything" i gulp the lump that is forming in my throat, trying my best to suppress my tears.

"forget about me, but have you seriously lost all respect for yourself? do you have any idea what the hell happened tonight?"

all i can do is stare as i try to recollect memories from what happened earlier, only to frown once im unable to do so.