Jungkook's P.O.V.

"Quick quick! Change to the butterfly clothes, you only have a few minuets!" The crew were almost yelling.

'I can't believe that this is the last show we'll perform before we can take a break and then go out on tour. This break I'll need to recover and sleep...'

"Is it just me or is it really hot in here?" I waved my hand as fan.

"What are you talking about? I'm freezing, the air conditioner is too much, brr!" J-hope said.

'Maybe I'm getting a fever? This is the last day, last performance, last day in front of moving cameras, I can do it.'

"Gotta go fast! It starts just in a minute!"

The stress came once again like a wave. And my forehead and cheeks were only getting hotter and hotter. My vision was getting blurry and I was about to lose my balance.

"Wait, Hyung... I think... Never mind." I got up from the chair and began to run to the stairs up to the stage.

But pushing my limits was a stupid idea. Images and flashbacks started to play in my head, and most of the images were Taehyung.
I could see the light, but my vision was only getting darker and I couldn't bare to stand on my feet anymore.

Everything went black.

Taehyung's P.O.V.

When everyone was running upwards the stairs, I suddenly heard a pretty loud thud. Like someone fainted and fallen to the ground.
I immediately turned around and there I saw him. Lying unconscious on the stairs.

"Jungkook-ah!" I ran to him. He wouldn't wake up. His forehead was hot and he was cold sweating. But he was still breathing.

"Guys! We don't have time. I'll guess you have to perform on your own without Kookie." The crew told me.

As I didn't want to leave Jungkook's side, Namjoon almost dragged me to the stage. Tears wanted to come out, I wanted to hold him and whisper to his ear that everything is gonna be alright.
For me, nothing was alright.
The last day of promotion before the tour. When did he start to feel that bad?

The show must go on, so we kept singing and dancing just like we did in the rehearsal.
I kept everything together, but my voice couldn't. My voice was shaky, holding out the long butterfly notes was hard. Army's thought that I performed with more emotions when I did that.

After we performed Butterfly, I almost ran to changing room looking for manager Hyung.

"Where's Jungkook? Is he gonna be okay?" I asked him when I fond him.

"Calm V... He got rushed to the hospital. And I don't know. I'm also worried." Then show it...

I sighed and laid myself down in the couch. Where is he? How is he feeling?
It's all my fault... Why didn't I see it?

"Oh my god... I didn't know he felt that bad." Jin said at sat down beside me.

"It wasn't the same without him." Hoseok shreds some tears.

"We definitely missed something up there, and it was Jungkook." Jimin says taking of his jacket. Wrapping around me.

"He's gonna be okay..." Jin tried to comfort me. I heard what he's saying but it was like, he wasn't in the world anymore.
How could I let it happen?

"Our baby... I had no idea." Jin also starts to cry.

"Are you okey V?" Rapmon hyung asked me and clapped my shoulder. When he asked, I lost it. I couldn't bare it, holding everything in. I let go for the moment, and just let my tears stream down.
My everything, what happened?
There were so many question, but no answer. No one could answer, but Jungkook himself.

"Why did he fall out of sudden though? Did he get enough sleep? Drink? Or was it stress?" Suga thought.

"No idea. We thought he was fine." Jin looks up at him.

"He'll be fine, he's the golden maknae."

Suddenly, we heard screams. Fans were trying to scream a name. Jon... Gook?

"What are they trying to say?" Rap monster took my hand and dragged my closer to the stairs so we could hear better.

"Jeon Jungkook! Jeon Jungkook! We miss you! Jeon Jungkook! We love you!" Armys were screaming.

"Let's take a peek, shall we?"

I nodded and followed Rapmon Hyung.

Armys continued to scream after him. And a lot of them were crying, a lot more than usual. I felt so bad, they had no idea what happened to him, where'd he go.

"We should at least tell them. Just look, almost everyone is screaming and crying. And they don't even have a clue." I tried to convince Hyung to tell them.

"Let's hear what the others think." He turned around and walked down the stairs.
"Guys, be strong now and wipe your tears. We're going up and going to tell them what happened."

"But we don't even know!" Jimin almost screams with tears in his throat.

"They don't have a clue why Jungkook wasn't up there. We have to wipe off their tears now. Let's go."

I did as he told me. I had to be strong. I had to smile for them.

"Hello! We're BTS!" Rapmon tried to make the mic worked. "Do you guys hear me?"

"NO!" Most of the screamed.

"Never mind. Let's take the loudspeaker."

"Okey, do you guys hear us now?" I shouted happily.

"Great. We got something to tell you." Rapmon continued.

"As you may noticed, Jungkook wasn't on stage with us today while performing Butterfly." Jimin took over but quickly let over to the leader.

"We don't wan't you to worry too much. But Jungkook didn't feel well and he had to take a break.
He was in a condition not being able to dance or sing well."

"Hyung?" I whispered.

"What?" He let go of the loudspeaker.

"Shouldn't you tell them what really happened?"

"Manager Hyung would kill me. And as I said, and don't wanna leave them worried."
"Guys, he's gonna be fine. He'll just need some rest.
Thank you for coming and we'll see you soon! With a healthy, whole BTS. Thank you very much!" We bowed together.

"We love you!" A blew them a kiss before I leaved. And a heart sign. Screams were their respond. I only smiled.

"Well, that was unexpected." Hobi tried to stop his tears that were already flowing down his cheeks as soon we got off the stage.

"Now V. As I told them, don't worry too much. He'll be fine."

"That's what everyone has been telling me. And I'm tired of it. It feels like you're lying to me. We have no clue how he is or why he even collapsed."

"Sometimes the truth, feels like swimming in the deep ocean in panic, trying to swim up to the light to get air." Jin hugged me.

"His like my little brother, we've known each other for so long. Since we were little kids."

"Though you weren't related by blood, you still love him deep inside. But don't worry V. He'll be alright."

"I should've been with him right now." I looked down on my feet. I wiped my tears of and tried to distract my stress with my phone.

"Yeah, you should've. Let's go." Jin took my hand and lead me through the halls.

"I don't even have license yet. At least I know how to drive a car." He brights up and shows me the keys.

"Isn't that...?" Manager hyung' keys?

"Yup, but yolo. I just took it when he didn't notice. I'm such a sneaky ninja." He unlocked it and got it.
"Fast and furious. Let's go and save Jungkookie." He put on is seatbelt, so did I.

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Longer chapter than usual...
Okey, you might've predicted this in the very start XD
Sorry :P

Oh, so I don't leave anyone confused, yes they now know that they aren't real brothers. They're individual Jeon Jungkook and Kim Taehyung.

As I said in the previous chapter in Dream Lie, in the papers it was Jeon Jungkook. So when Jungkook joined BTS, he got his real name back.

How do you think Jungkook's doing?

Btw, I'll be updating a little more often now that I free from school :D
So happy but so heartbroken at the same time. I'm not a little Kookie anymore DX
In the beginning everyone saw me as the cute maknae
Now I'm the leader, I got the scholarship XD
As I leave my school I have been going from first class, everyone will miss me. I even leaved signs after me. My name is still written with permanent marker on my bench. Heh

Now that I have more time and now I'm a night owl, I will try to concertante on this story XD
Thank you for reading!

- Ari 11.06.16