*Frisk's POV*

Back in the cell is when it happened.

Back in the cell, when G and I were alone, is when I had planned to let the idea fall into action.

G was in there before me, laying on the bed with a cigarette in his mouth, his legs stretched out before him.

Instead of wondering how I would pull this off, instead of wondering if this would even work, I wondered how he got his cigarettes with his hands cuffed behind his back.

Regret.

Oh I could feel it coming as the door shut and locked behind me.

Regret.

I should have seen it there, I should have seen the fear and worry of what I was about to do.

Though I never listened to myself, no matter how much it would save me.

One of the biggest questions I had to ask myself, was, 'Do I want this?'

All my answer's were the same, a strong and sharp, 'No.'

How I wish I knew the no meant, "Don't do this, don't do this, you will regret it later."

Yet I was desperate to get G on my side, get G's protections.

Maybe that's what prison did to you, maybe that's what made the others snap.

Was the feeling and need of control.

Is that what brought G to his state?

I had convinced myself he was always bad, always wanting the worst in everything, always being the worst in everything.

Yet I could barley think when I walked over to him, swaying my hips slightly so he knew my intentions, but didn't know I was faking it all.

His eyes watched me, and I couldn't read anything they said to me.

When I thought about it, I wondered if they were even saying anything at all.

'Focus,' I told myself as I reached the bed, 'Don't mess this up.'

G's eyes continued to watch me, his body not moving a muscle as I crawled over his legs, making sure to keep myself hovering over him just slightly.

I kept my eyes down, making this seem as casual as I could.

Yet I almost felt like throwing up.

I crawled over him, letting my body graze his leg only slightly before I put my knees at the side of him, my body only inches from his chest.

Was I actually doing this?

Did I think this would work?

The chance was too strong to ignore, and it tapped my head like an addiction while I took out his cigarette, looking into his stone hard eyes.

They didn't flinch, and showed no emotion at all.

How would I know if he enjoyed it or not?

Was the risk really worth taking?

Apparently it was to me, and I rubbed myself slightly against his lower region, the feeling striking through my like an electric shock.

'Do not enjoy this,' I said sternly to myself as I wrapped my arms around his neck, 'Don't you dare enjoy this.'

I had no reason to enjoy what I was doing, so I focused on what would happen if I succeeded.

G would be my control, my protection.

Jail wouldn't be as bad as it was.

Key word: If.

I did it once again, my jumpsuit feeling lighter then before, the darkness of the cell covering the blinding orange on G.

When I darted my eyes to his face, his eyes were shut and his face was straight.

I told myself I was winning, I had felt like I was winning, and I knew I would.

Was I getting to him?

The truth would have made the regret flow right then and there.

But I didn't know the truth yet.

So my body grazed his lower region again, my upper half pressed against his chest, the feeling beginning to overwhelm me.

There was no way I was enjoying this... right?

I moved my eyes away from him and shut them slowly, forcing myself to stay strong, and graze once more.

Finally, I pushed myself down, fighting the shiver that wanted to force it's way up my back and arms.

When I glanced at G again, I saw his eyes still shut and his face still blank.

That is, until he smirked.

Then chuckled.

At that moment I felt like I had won, like I had gotten his attention, his lust.

Until he said in his usual voice, "Ya really think this will make me like you?"

My whole body jolted to a stop of regret.

The truth filled me and I realized I hadn't done anything but make a fool of myself.

G caught my react and laughed as I got off him quickly, my embarrassment out powering my anger.

Why was I such an immature little child?

Could that have ever worked?

Why had I done that in the first place?

The regret pounded in my heart, making it sink with sickness, full of G's laughter.

"Wow goodie-goodie," G laughed swinging his legs over the bed with enjoyment, "Never knew you could be such a slut."

He laughed more and I had to cover my mouth to keep from puking, my hands shaking like I had been scared almost to death.

What had I done?

Even though it was useless, I tried to defend myself, yet everything I said was weak and poor, "I'm not a slut..." 

The words came out as a whimper which made G laugh harder.

Oh how I would have cried so hard if he wasn't in front of me.

"Of course not goodie-to-shoe-slut." 

There was another nickname.

A nickname that would fill me with regret for as long as I lived.

A nickname, I knew that every time it left his lips, I would fill with embarrassment, anger, hatred. All of it would be for myself though.

This was going all wrong.

And I knew it too.

I should have stopped, I should have given up and let G take his victory, but instead I shouted at him, fighting the tears, "You enjoyed it!!!"

"Of course I did sweetheart," He said without sarcasm which made me quite shocked, "Any guy would love a sexy woman to give him a little grind."

His words stumped me.

Sexy?

He had called me sexy and that made my face burn terribly.

When I realized he was just teasing, I shouted through his laughter, "You are such an asshole!!!"

Which just made him laugh harder.

I knew he didn't mean it, he would say it to any girl just to get them flustered or in love with him.

Never in my life would I have ever been in love with him, I believed it was true until I burned it into my heart where it felt like nothing was left.

Slumping in my defeat, I laid against the wall and left G to his laughter.

Even with my hatred burning, my embarrassment lighting up my face, all I could think about was the fact G had called me a sexy girl.

And the fact my plan to get G on my side, wen't horribly wrong.

*****

A/N: I TOLD YA'LL NO LEMON! I'M CLEAN!

Sorta....

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