"Ecstasy!" I shouted

I was outside his door, knocking with all my life.

"I'm coming chill for once"

Tears where running down my eyes , I was shaking so much , I couldn't imagine that I did that.

"What's wrong?" He ask

He was calm, he didn't hug me ,he didn't touch me or move.

Maybe it's good for him to hate me.

"I know all the truth all of it"I started

" no you-"

"SHUT UP" I stop him "I'm a murderer a murder i kill her , I - I - I"

I slide down in the ground and didn't dare look in his eyes , the beautiful chocolate one that brought me warm.

"I get it now , that's why I disgust you cause I cause you harm "

"No " he said

I look up.

Only to find X with a smile on his face .

"You set me free" he whisper