"Where are we going now?"

It has been two days since we been here.

Two days of nothing.

I didn't sleep. I couldn't.

I didn't go outside, Asher said it was too risky.

I just sat there and watch the room.

" I don't know where we are going Amelia I don't know," he told me annoyance clear in his voice.

He was packing , throwing everything in the small bag we hold. His deep chocolate eyes hold trouble and fear on them, his soft skin was cover in sweat and he couldn't stop shaking.

He didn't look like Asher

he didn't look like my Asher

I went and touch his shoulder to try to get his attention, he flinches and looks at me with a stink eye.

"What is it, Asher?"

"I TOLD YOU ALREADY IT'S NOTHING... Nothing" He held his head and look down, he was staring hard as if the ground would open and he would fly away in another dimension.

Asher was always my plus one, well not now but before all the mess that my dad create, Asher was the one who was there when needed.

Asher was everything you could wish for.

And I know deep inside he is still there.

Somewhere.

"Show me the problem"I whisper to him

we were sitting so close, too close for my liking. But I didn't pull away. Cause something was pulling me to him. That something shows me all the perfection that Asher hold.

Like how good he smelled.

How pretty was his curly hair.how strong he looks even when he was broken.

And even how beautiful he truly was.

"Asher show me where it hurts?"I ask him

I lift his chin up for him to look at me, his glassy eyes staring back at my stormy one.

"You "He started to lean in"You wouldn't understand"

"believe me " I started to lean in"I would"

we where so close now, if we move a little more our lips will be crashing.

"What is your problem?"

and as our lips were colliding, where my trouble was fading, the smile was forming Asher deep secret was let out.

His true feeling of this life.

"Unconditional love, I love a girl who doesn't love me back"