Dropping down the windowpane
The soft vibrations reminds me of my shame
And though the feeling sometimes wane
I can't let go of the eternal pain

I have worked to hide it so well
In turn locking me in this cell
Down this pit i had chosen to fall
Just so that moment i wouldn't have to recall

I tried to forget what you did to me
To let go and just be free
To pretend it wasn't there but you see
When I was alone, it still haunted me

And everything reminds me of it
That i can't escape what you did
And the thoughts always reverberate
Its just too easy for me to hate

Even the rain is to blame
The way it drove me insane
Screaming at me how it could never be the same
That all my screaming was in vain

And still I try to forget and move on
Even though all the hope was gone
And I know it won't be very long
Before I end this song