I have no idea how to start
Knowing you'd just tear me apart
I was supposed to be the one
Not the one that was on the run

And now it's been so long
I can't tell right from wrong
I can never show you me
Afraid you'd not like what you see

After all, how could you
Me just would do
You deserved so much better than this
You wouldn't take the risk

I am just too broken
For a risk to be taken
I'm just me
Not what anyone wants me to be

I wish the answer was not so
That I could go where you wanted me to go
But I'm just me
An abomination to all that can see