Ah... I was being a sad piece of shit and looking back at her photos that I saved in my phone.

God it's been years since we broke up... I fuckin miss her... Yet I had to fuck things up.

They wonder why I'm not in a relationship but I know why. Kids, there are people who can be the scum of the Earth who need or should be disposed. I'm one of those people.

I was a cheating bastard who thought he was unhappy so he had to cheat on a wonderful girl.

She loved my marks,
My smile, my eyes, my ugly laugh, my bad habits, my cuts, my mistakes, and all my disgusting flaws. She liked it all...

And this fuck head had to ruin shit. All because of another girl who wanted my attention. Temptation is one hell of a thing. There are people who can fight against temptation and have will power....

I was an asshole who gave into my temptations.

Ah, I can feel the tight clenches of my chest now... Her chocolate brown eyes all red and puffy as she started to cry.

Yeah, she found out...

God, I am reminded of my mistake everyday. So many nice people remind me of her. So many happy couples. So many sickingly sweet texts and photos.  So many fucking things.

Here's some advice coming from a cheating bastard: Appreciate the person your with. The ones who's been in your worst or best of times. The beautiful person who makes you smile and laugh and feel all fuzzy and shit. Appreciate them.

Cause for God's fucking sake I wish my dumb ass did the fucking same.

I'm going to delete some pictures now so yeah. Have a good day and/or night, kiddos.

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