'misery wants company.
but I'm swallowing.
back all my words.
for they might hurt within.
all the scars
and the bruises.
cannot mend.
I hide in the hunger
that burns within.
everyone tells me,
it's all in my head.
but honestly I wish
that I was dead.
oh,
I don't want to be,
the reason you cry.
for if you start
then I'll be doing the same.
misery was all I need.
until happiness came in.
and it became my medicine.
well the side effects are here.
inch by inch.
I feel so sick.
please just let it end.
why I can be
like everyone else?
they seem so happy.
with their white teeth grins.
while I'm here in the corner.
please don't
let the crying begin.
no one wants to talk to me.
So, I became
my own best friend.'