It's been over a year since I was molested.. I disowned my mother because I found out she was bribing people to testify against me in court she still doesn't let me see my siblings and they were the reason I'm still alive today. I was abused in more ways then one

My "mother" physically mentally and emotionally abused me for a long time this led to me cutting myself.. and attempting suicide twice.. I also became anorexic and I wasn't ok.. I now suffer from (undiagnosed anxiety and depression from this) along with that I now apologize for everything fear myself have EXTREMELY low self esteem and I have abandonment & trust issues.. which is hard to admit but it's true.

A/N - if you're wondering why I still haven't gotten diagnosed it's bc I want to join the marine corps and if it's on my records i can but I might end up getting the diagnosis and medication for it and get my degree in teaching minoring in English ..

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Her husband molested me over a year ago and from this i now have (worse depression and anxiety and ptsd and manic depressive disorder) - reason I say this is bc my therapist gave me her for of "diagnosis" even though it's not filled or medical - I also believe I have bipolar disorder to join the rest of that.. and that left me worse then my mother did.