Hey guys

I just don't now how to put this.

But

I'm a fuck up

I can't do anything right

I mes up everything

I can't

I'm sorry

I just want to say

That I love you all

And thank you

I would like to say to hiddenrosebean
TheSnowyDoggo
DreamTeam1017
Chara809

Thank you

Thank you so much

I would not have got this far with out you guys

You help me when I'm down low

When I just want to give up on life

When I want to say goodbye and live this world

You guys help me thow it all

And I wish that some how I could repay you all

For everything you guys have done for me

I kust wish I could do something for you guys too

And I love you guys so much

But

Its get to hard

To hard to keep myself on my feet

To hard to keep on going

To think it will get better

To keep on hoping for thinks to be all right

I wish

That I was not a fuck up

But that is what I am

I am a no one

Just something that no one cares for

And I now all you guys care for me

And I'm so thankful for that

You guys are like my family that I wish I had

Because my really family hate's me

I get yelled at every day

They fight all the time

Its like hell

And I don't want to be here

Yes, I do love them

But

They are the ones how made me so sad and feel like this

I cut myself to feel pain

When I cut I don't stop to I see blood

That lets me now I'm still alive

I try to kill myself before

And it didn't work

And now I cut with a knife

I want to just go

I want to just die

To stop being alive

But when that feeling gets to me

I know you guys are here to help

And I'm here to help you guys to

Thank you all so much

And

I now life can be hard and feel like hell and that now one cares

But someone cares

And if you leave you will make them hurt

Thats why I don't leave

Because I now all of you guys care alot about me

And want me to be ok

And you guys don't want me to have to go thow all of this

And I don't want any of you guys going thow this either

So I just want to say thank you all

For being there for me

And I hope you guys now that I'm here for you too

And that I love every single one of you

Thank you

For everything

And this is not a goodbye note

I will still be here

For you guys

I just want to tell you guys this

And I hope you guys have a great day or night

Bbbyyyyyyeeeeee