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BaoziBuns: wait who is this.... 

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OldMan2k16: I see they changed my username again... 

Baozibuns: ?? 

OldMan2k16: It's Dino... 

Baozibuns: oh Dino from seventeen, right?

OldMan2k16: yes... 

Baozibuns: why...is your username like that? 

OldMan2k16: someone probably changed it from my group.

Baozibuns: why?? Aren't you the youngest in your group? 

OldMan2k16: I am but they were comparing me to the boy Mark but NCT U and they said I look like an old man compared to him. 

Boazibuns: oh, well why don't you just change your username back to what it was before? 

OldMan2k16: I don't know how to do that. 

Baozibuns: go to your profile and then click "edit profile" after that click on your username  and it lets you change it from there. 

OldMan2k16: really?! Thank you so much hyung 

Baozibuns: no problem Dino ( ◞･౪･)

~OldMan2k16 has changed his username to MaknaeOnTop~

MaknaeOnTop: Thanks hyung. 

Boazibuns: no problem at all (　＾∇＾)

MaknaeOnTop: I heard that ...you know... 

Baozibuns: yes? (・_・ヾ

MaknaeOnTop: my boyfriend thinks I have depression and I talked to Sehun about it. He says I should talk to you about it because you also have it? 

Boazibuns: oh...he said that to you (*'-｀*)

MaknaeOnTop: yeah...I just wanted to know how you deal with it?? 

Baozibuns: how I deal with it...I just...I don't know I'm not a good person to come to for this type of stuff. 

MaknaeOnTop: why not hyung? 

Baozibuns: because I don't do anything about it. 

MaknaeOnTop: but you always seem so happy and so nice, I would have never thought you had it if Sehun didn't tell me!

Baozibuns: yeah...sometimes that maknae needs to close his lips. 

MaknaeOnTop: oh, was I not suppose to know? 

Baozibuns: no, no, it's alright. I know you won't tell anyone else about it so It's okay that you know. 

MaknaeOnTop: no one knows you have depression other then Sehun? 

Baozibuns: well the only people who know I have depression is Sehun, Chen and Lay. Sehun didn't know up until recently because he caught me doing something. But I don't want to get into detail with that. 

MaknaeOnTop: oh...alright hyung. 

Baozibuns: what I'm going to say you do, is tell your manager. I don't know how your company is like so I don't know what they'll do about your depression but I know for a fact I can't tell SM about mine. 

Baozibuns: it might be safer for you to tell your company though so tell your manager. In all honesty you want to take care of it before it gets bad or else you won't go a day without wanting to die. 

MaknaeOnTop: is yours bad, hyung? 

Baozibuns: ...

Baozibuns: I don't want to think mine is bad, but I know deep down it is. I just don't want to admit it. 

MaknaeOnTop: how do you know it's bad? 

Baozibuns: ...I don't want to go to deep into it and scare you because you're only what...seventeen? 

MaknaeOnTop: yeah...

Baozibuns: well just try to take care of yourself. Tell your manager, tell your other members as well. Your other members will do anything to help you. 

MaknaeOnTop: then how are you hiding it from all of the other members in your group...you're even hiding it from your boyfriend! Luhan's your boyfriend...right? 

Baozibuns: yeah...well it's easy hiding it from Luhan because Luhan and I don't really see each other much because he's in China other then when we're skyping. How I hide it from the other members is that I just don't talk. I've been quiet ever since we debuted...or ever since...yeah. But when I do talk I hide my sadness with my kind persona. 

MaknaeOnTop: but all of my members already know I'm not quiet and that I smile and talk a lot...well use to... 

Baozibuns: that's why I think you should tell your other members and maybe even your manager about it. It's better that you get the help you need.

MaknaeOnTop: but what about you hyung, I want you to be happy too!

Baozibuns: you don't have to worry about me...I deal with my depression in a way I can, but you should tell someone about yours. I've been dealing with mine for years so I look like an expert on hiding it. Silently crying is my biggest technique. 

MaknaeOnTop: well...alright...I'll tell my manager and the other members in my group. 

Baozibuns: that's good...I hope you get over it. 

MaknaeOnTop: you too hyung, I hope you get over your depression one day and feel happy~ 

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Baozibuns: ...yeah... 

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