Kelly POV

I don't know how long I stood there waiting for him to come back, it was when I feel someone embracing me from behind and then gently pulling me up the stairs I realized that I was still standing by the door.

I started to have a panic attack I was breathing hard it feel as if my air supply was being lock off my cousin Trish was with me I suppose she was the one that bring me up to my room 'breath Kell, breath that's it girl' I heard her saying and I did as she told me not long after the tears came like a flood and I just could not hold them back my heart felt like a knife was plunge into it and it was been turned round and round at the same time it feels as if it was broken in a million pieces my entire being feel shattered the pain was just too much never have I ever feel anything like this not even when my grandparents died and I love them for as long as I could remember but this was unbearable.

'Tr Tri Trish, I called to my cousin as I try to control my breathing, my, my,' I Iooked at her gripping my heart.

'I know I know it hurts' I looked at her with tears pooling from my eyes with a question in my eyes since I was finding it difficult to breath, you are experience a heart break hun and I hate that you have to go through it but it gets better trust me' she told me as she gathers me in her arms and rocks me.

Trishawna was my cousin by my dad's side, we had always been close even thou she grew up in England and I was in New York her mom hates my guts for no apparent reason and would often times discourage Trish from talking to me but of course neither of us ever listens.

I cried for I don't know how long, I cried until my throat felt parched until my energy was drained and I couldn't cry anymore this was when Trish helped me up bring me to the bathroom and I slowly took a shower. When I was finish I wrap myself in a robe and made my way to my bed. Trish was there waiting for me 'would you like me to stay with you' she asked me I decline immediately I wanted to be left alone she understand and say her goodnight and leave me be.

He was really gone I couldn't believe it this was exactly what I dread when he finally found out that I had withheld information from him because God knows I never lied to him why can't he see it that way. The tears started again I cried until I fall asleep.

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Dontae POV

Damn! damn!

I banged the steering wheel as I made my way home cursing as if she was in the car and hearing me I had to leave out of there before I said something that I would later regret I can't believe she lied to me even thou I told her how I feel towards the issue I despise liars and she turned out to be just like every other girl who had lied to me.

Why? Why couldn't she be different? And to think I have fallen in love with her, oh god please help me.

I feel so shattered like my heart had been ripped out from my chest and was been walked upon over and over and over again.

I couldn't hold it any longer I release a loud cry that sounded like a wounded animal to my ears I was wounded after all. I continue to sped home not caring that I was driving way over the speed limit at this point I really didn't care anymore.

I arrived home and collapsed in my sofa, the pain I was feeling was beyond any that I have endured before not even when I found my ex sleeping with one of my workers had it hurt as how her deception hurts now, I was lost in my own world that I didn't see that someone was inside my house and walking towards me.

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