EVEN IF I DON'T EXIST IN YOUR WORLD, YOU DO IN MINE, AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS ~Khloe Diamond.

CHRIS LANDON

"Let's go partying!" Anna sang as she danced her way out of the room. All I could do was just keep smiling while I shook my head. She is one different being.

I followed her as we made our way out of the hotel, our ride was already out there waiting for us. Drey had helped us with that and was standing right there expecting a tip. Anna snuck 20 dollars in his hand as we entered the car.

"20 dollars?" I asked in shock while she just stared at me like I was an idiot.

"Yeah, I tipped him 20 grand, was it too much?" She asked in reply.

"Just never tipped him less than 100." I replied. She had her mouth hanging wide in shock, as she stared at me.

"What's the highest?" She asked

"500."

"Holy molly! You are such a fool! A whole 500 grand as a tip! Does money have no value to you?" She replied shaking her head.

It was just 500 dollars, I spent far beyond that getting her all of those shitty clothes she wear. Maybe it was too much for a tip though, maybe.

"Fine! My bad!" I replied.

She let that go and instead started talking about many other things, like how she was going to hit on every man at the club tonight.

"I guess I'd be returning alone." I said

"That is a hundred percentage not a guess darling." She replied. "Look we are here" she added pointing right out for me to see.

Not like I care about this things, I can always find somewhere cool to smoke later on. I hate all of the loud music and how everywhere looks so packed. Girls throwing themselves at every guy they see, like it's just not my scene.

We made our way in and just almost immediately Anna disappeared. I sincerely hope she doesn't end up with some dangerous guy or something. Finding an empty corner of the club, I made myself comfortable while feeding my eyes with the tons of sexy women dancing.

As I finally was all alone, in my own space, I could not help but think about Khloe. Everything about her made me want to melt, the emotions she made me feel were inexplainable. It felt just like I feel for Anna but even stronger, that odd connection that kept making me wonder who she was. If anything happened to me that could have caused any form of amnesia, I'd be aware.

I got myself out of the noisy hell they call a fun place and found somewhere quiet enough to think and smoke. My cigarette sat between my lips and I was about lighting it when this figure appeared.

One can't even find silence anywhere around here.

"You even smoke now." I heard that familiar sweet voice. I think I need to get used to her voice now, it doesn't seem like she would let me be.

"What do you want?" I asked like I didn't care, like I wasn't also curious to know who she was and what she meant to me, to make me feel all of these rush of emotions when she is near.

"You!" She replied. I turned around to see her face look so plain like it wasn't her who just said what she said. How straight forward.

I stood up and went over to stand right in front of her, I took a moment to study her, her face, eyes, nothing came except that familiar feeling.

"Who are you?" I asked her with all sincerity.

"Your best friend in the whole wide world." She replied with a sad smile.

"But I don't know you." I told her sadly, for some reason.

Her eyes got so ready, she was going cry. Her small, pretty lips trembled as she tried making out words. For some odd reasons, I felt like I was being stabbed in the heart as I watched tears roll down her cheeks.

I felt the urge to hold her, console her but I couldn't. I couldn't because I was scared of the unknown, I was scared that maybe, just maybe I knew her and I was hurting someone i shouldn't.

"Oh! There you are." I heard Anna say from behind me. I thought she was out there looking for a potential dick for the night.

"Oh my, you barely spent a few days here and you making a woman cry already?" She asked as she saw Khloe who was in tears right in front of me.

Khloe looked up at her and even grew more sad than she was, she ran off in tears. All I could do was just stand there and watch her leave with hurt in my heart.

"What is that look in your eyes?" Anna asked me, staring at my face.

"What look?" I asked her playing dumb.

"Are those tears?" She asked bringing her hand up to my face but I was quick to hold her and wipe the tears myself. I stared at the my hand shocked, fact was, I didn't know I had those tears, neither do I know why I had them.

"I'm getting out of here." I told her and but she was quick to hold me back before I could manage to move.

"Spill! Now!" She demanded but I didn't even know what to spill. The fact that I feel strange emotions for a complete stranger who claimed I ought to know her. That she was my best friend in the whole wide world?

"Anna! Please." I replied her. She nodded and let me go. I just left her standing there while I walked away and ordered a ride in the process.

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KHLOE DIAMOND
I wondered who she was, they seemed so close and I couldn't help but feel that was supposed to be my spot. She replaced me in his life while he couldn't remember a thing about me.

I ran away in tears but didn't miss the tears that rolled down his face. It made me wonder why he cried, why he looked so sad and hurt. It reminded me of the old Chris who knew me and gets hurt by my tears.

"Are you okay" Hilda asked as I returned to where we were originally seated.

Earlier, I had seen Chris sit not too far away from here, he seemed lost in his thoughts but suddenly got up and went outside. So I followed him out, hoping we could get to talk.

"I just want to get out of here" I told them, and I picked my bag leaving them behind. They both came after me and pulled me to a halt just right at the club entrance.

"Why are you in tears?" Hilda asked me.

"It was just a bad idea coming here, I just want to leave" I told her as the tears became so uncomfortable.