Dealing With Hypocrites?
"It's funny, you know? When I first got my powers, I thought it would be simple. Fly around, stop a few bad guys, and save the day. I thought I'd be a hero, just like Dad. But it's never that easy. Whenever I think I've got a handle on things, the universe throws something new at me: aliens, monsters, and villains who won't stay down. And the people I care about... they get caught in the crossfire. I've made mistakes—big ones. I've hurt and let people down. But I keep trying. Because if I don't, who will?"
"Um, Mark? You know we can hear you monologuing," Dr. Rainey said.
Mark blinked, shaking off his thoughts, and glanced around the room. He sat on a plush, burgundy sofa in Dr. Rainey's office, its walls lined with diplomas and psychology books. Mark's costume had some scuffs from his latest battle, the blue and black standing against the muted decor. Next to him, Batman sat with his arms crossed, the dark fabric of his suit blending into the shadows, his cowl casting a stern gaze.
"Doctor, can you explain to me why..." Batman paused, knowing that the title card might pop out of nowhere if he said the word, which proved annoying. "...why Mark Grayson is here. I thought this was my session."
"Well, Bruce," Dr. Rainey began with a calm smile, "Mark is here because we've found that group sessions can sometimes benefit heroes like you both. Sharing experiences and challenges can lead to unexpected insights and support." She glanced at Mark, then back at Batman. "Besides, you both might have more in common than you'd think."
With furrowed brows, Mark and Batman exchanged glances before speaking in unison, "Nah!"
"Listen, doc, I just want my life back," Mark said. "Plus, how can the Caped Crusader from the Injustice universe help me deal with people who blame me for stupid things?"
"Stupid things? Like what?" Batman asked.
"Well," Mark began, "take Angstrom Levy, for example. He blames me for destroying his life's work, yet he brought many problems upon himself. Then there's Powerplex. He thinks I'm responsible for his sister and niece's deaths when I tried to save everyone from a collapsing building, when my dad planned to take over the planet for the Viltrum Empire." He sighed, rubbing his neck. "It's like, no matter what I do, someone makes it my fault."
"Damn, kid, you think you got it bad? People blame me for not killing the Joker or other villains. They believe my no-kill code is baloney, but I digress," Batman said. "I follow that code for a valid reason, isn't that right, doctor?"
"Of course, Bruce," Dr. Rainey said. "Your no-kill code is a cornerstone of your moral framework, critical for maintaining your sense of self and justice. Both of you face immense pressure from the public and your expectations, but it's crucial to remember that owning your choices and values defines you as heroes."
"That's easier said than done," Mark said. "I follow this no-kill code too, or at least I try to, but sometimes it feels like the world expects me to solve problems in the simplest way possible, which often isn't the most ethical." He glanced at Batman again, searching for understanding. "How do you deal with the pressure of making the right decision when everyone is watching and judging?"
Batman leaned back in his chair, folding his arms. "It's never easy, Mark. The pressure is constant, but I remind myself that I'm not just a symbol of justice; I'm also human, capable of making mistakes. I focus on the mission and the people I can save rather than those who condemn my methods."
"I also want to add that everyone, even heroes, has hypocrites who think they know better. Not to mention, certain factors beyond one's control happen constantly," Dr. Rainey said. "For you, Mark, with the Powerplex situation, you did everything you could to help those in Chicago when you fought your dad. Hell, there was video proof of your innocence. Yet, people will criticize you."
"See, doc, that's just it. Even when I apologized to Powerplex, it was not enough; it was the same with Angstrom. They believe my death and taking everything I know and love will make things right."
"What? That's stupid," Batman said. "Revenge and blame never solve complex problems. People often look for a scapegoat, someone to hold accountable for their pain, but that doesn't mean we should change our principles. Like, with that Powerplex guy, he fried his own family while electrocuting you when you both confronted each other. Blind rage can lead to tragedy, so we must stay grounded in our values."
"Let me ask you this. How did you feel when Superman killed the Joker because of what happened to his growing family and Metropolis? Does he blame you for not taking the Joker seriously?"
Batman sighed, gazing at a distant memory. "It's complicated, Mark. Superman acted out of grief and anger, emotions that can cloud even the strongest minds. I don't blame him, but I also can't condone his actions. While I wonder if I could have done more, guilt won't change the past. Instead, I focus on what I can do now to prevent future tragedies."
"Yet, some of your colleagues - hell, even Jason and Damian think you ending the Joker's life or any villain would improve the world."
"That's their opinion, but I've always believed that crossing that line changes who we are. It's not about justice; it's about maintaining our humanity. Once we decide who lives and who dies, we become no better than those we fight against."
"I want to touch on something, Bruce," Dr. Rainey said. "From the Red Hood movie, you told Jason that you wish you could kill the Joker. Were you serious about that?"
Batman paused, his expression somber. "At that moment, I spoke from a place of raw emotion, from the pain of losing someone I considered a son. Deep down, I know that taking a life wouldn't bring those killed by the Joker back or ease my grief. It's a temptation I resist because once you cross that line, it's a road beyond return. As I told Wonder Woman, I'm a rich man with issues. Lots of issues. It might sound like a joke, but if you think about it from another perspective..."
Silence lingered in Dr. Rainey's office for a while.
"Damn, that's deep," Mark said, breaking the silence. "I guess it's easy to forget that even heroes struggle with their demons."
Batman nodded. "We all wear masks, Mark. Some are more literal than others."
Dr. Rainey leaned forward, her voice gentle yet probing. "Bruce, do you think these struggles ever affect your work as Batman? The line between justice and vengeance is thin."
Batman considered his words. "They do, and that's why I remind myself of my mission. It's not about me; it's about protecting Gotham and ensuring that no child experiences the loss I did. Every decision requires careful consideration."
Mark glanced at Dr. Rainey, nodding in understanding. "Staying true to your principles takes strength."
"And what about you, Mark? At the end of season three of your show, after your fight against Conquest, you stated you'd kill anyone who threatened to hurt your family and friends. Will it affect you in the future?" the psychiatrist asked.
Mark's heart sank at the memory, the intensity of that moment flooding back as if it had happened. He once stood there, fists clenched, incensed by Conquest's threat to everything he loved. His transparent rage shook him to his core. Even now, the weight of those words bore down on him like an anchor pulling him under the waves.
"I...I don't know," Mark admitted. "In the heat of the moment, it seemed justified. My loved ones were safe with me at any cost. Now, reflecting on it, I worry. If I embrace that kind of thinking, what does it make me? What if I lose control?"
Dr. Rainey leaned back, her eyes focused and thoughtful. "It's normal to feel conflicted, especially given the immense responsibilities of your abilities. It sounds like you're grappling with the consequences of those intense emotions—fear, anger, the desire to protect. But you also recognize a fine line between justice and revenge."
"Exactly, but how do I avoid that line getting blurred? People keep getting hurt, and I can't shake the feeling that what I do isn't enough sometimes. I want to keep everyone safe, but how do I do that without becoming what I'm fighting against?"
Batman watched the exchange, his expression blending stoicism and understanding. He understood the burden of duty, the stress of living up to impossible standards. "Those feelings are part of what makes you human, Mark. You know this struggle, which places you miles ahead of many in your position."
"Still," Mark added, his brow furrowed. "What if I lose that awareness? What if someone gets hurt because of my hesitation? How do I protect my family and still uphold my values?"
"By remembering why you became a hero in the first place," Dr. Rainey said. "You have a code that guides your actions like Bruce does. As long as you keep that foundation in mind, it's less likely you'll stray too far from it. Power doesn't define heroes, but by their choices."
"But sometimes those choices feel paralyzing." Mark rubbed his temples, trying to fend off stress. "Waiting too long or overthinking can cost lives, right? I'm just one person! What if I fail?"
"You've already faced overwhelming odds and become stronger," Dr. Rainey reassured him. "You're not alone in this fight. You have allies, family, and friends. Reach out to them when you feel that way; let them offer support. You don't have to carry this burden alone."
Mark hesitated. Reaching out seemed foreign, yet it was wise. His moments of doubt reminded him of his human side, filled with flaws and vulnerabilities. Other heroes, like Batman, may have also experienced those moments.
"I guess I should try to open up more," Mark said. "I mean, I talk to my mom, Oliver, and Eve, who help me, but I still fear being weaker when I do that. Somehow, it undermines what heroes are. But I see now that just because I can lift a car doesn't mean I have to lift everyone's troubles alone."
Batman nodded. "Strength isn't about physical power, Mark. It's also about emotional resilience and connection-making. Those connections often become your greatest tools in battle. You'll find that allowing others in can lighten the load and strengthen your mission."
"Right. I can't afford to carry this weight on my own." A sense of relief filled Mark, a spark igniting within him. "I'll try to lean on my friends more, trust them with my fears."
Dr. Rainey smiled, sensing Mark's breakthrough. "That's a healthy choice. Remember, vulnerability doesn't make you weak; it makes you human."
"Thanks, Doc," Mark said, his voice filled with motivation and gratitude.
"Don't mention it, and remember, you're on a journey. If things get overwhelming again, we'll tackle it as a team."
"So, back to my original point," Batman said. "You said the world expects simple solutions, but do you think that's how you want?"
Mark took another moment to consider his response. "I guess I want things to be simpler. It would be easier. But life isn't simple. No matter how hard I try, it's complicated and messy. Take the multiverse: it's this vast web of possibilities and consequences. It shook me during that fight with Angstrom."
"You long for a clearer path, to draw a line and say this is right and wrong," Dr. Rainey said. "But the truth is, you may never find that binary in your hero's journey. You face challenges that require flexibility, critical thinking, and empathy."
"I get that, but I dunno... what if I can't adapt one day? What if I make a choice that leads to someone's tragic end?"
Batman interjected, his tone firm yet supportive. "Then you learn from it, just as we all have to. Every hero faces loss and makes mistakes. The willingness to learn and grow from those experiences sets you apart."
Mark absorbed those words. "Thanks, Bruce. It helps to hear that."
Dr. Rainey added, "And it's imperative to clarify your priorities. How do you define a hero? And how can you hold yourself accountable to those standards?"
After a moment's thought, Mark tapped his distinct blue and black costume, which witnessed his battles and experiences. "I think being a hero means protecting others while striving to be the person you want to be. It means standing by your principles even when everything around you is chaotic."
"Your commitment to those principles will continue to define who you are. Remember: heroes aren't perfectionists. They adapt, change, and learn."
The three sat in contemplative silence, the air filled with unspoken understanding and mutual respect. At that moment, in Dr. Rainey's office, Mark sensed unexpected solidarity between Batman and the psychiatrist. Each carried their burdens, concealing the pain beneath layers of duties and expectations. But despite their struggles, they remained steadfast in their commitment to uphold hope, justice, and the core of being a hero.
"I guess we'll just keep trying," Mark said, a half-smile forming on his lips. "No matter what comes next."
"That's right," Batman affirmed, his voice steady. "As long as you remember never to walk this path alone, you're already on the right track."
"Together," Dr. Rainey added. "We move forward, one challenge at a time."
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