Bella pov

I had my eyes closed and strawberry wine was playing in the background and oh my God Mason was really making fucking feel like I died and gone to heaven and I'm just floating around on a fucking cloud right now.

OHHH! I just literally screamed out his name with him using his just his fingers and mouth down there and If this what it feels to be high then I will take this anyday.

Then I see Mason above above and I smiled at him and I lazily put my arms over his shoulders.

"Hi! I missed your face and lips on my lips but they go can there anytime they want to." Mason busted out laughing and his head fell against my chest.

"Wasn't expecting to hear that one baby!" I shrugged my shoulders. Then I felt him at my entrance and I closed my eyes.

"Nope! Open your eyes Punch I need to see your eyes baby or I can't do this!" I felt his hand on the side of my face and I leaned into his touch and I open my eyes and tell him with my eyes safe.

He slowly slides in and stops at my barrier. "I'm so sorry Punch! I love you with all my heart and soul!" He thrusted through and once he completely filled me and we became one he stopped and I tightened my arms around him and he got up on his knees to hold both arms around me.

I wrapped my legs around him too and I cried it hurted so fucking bad.

At least Mason told me ahead of time it was going to but I felt his love for me through me through our connection and that he was sorry for putting through that pain.

I cuffed him upside the back of the head. "You can't be sorry Jack ass! We both decided this and you explained before hand it hurts and now you're sorry I don't get!" I busted out laughing at him.

He was totally fucking confused by my reaction! Then he busted out laughing he flipped us over where I was on top.

"Only you Punch!" He spits out. "Gotta love all of me then!" He sat up and got an inch from my face.

"Ohh, I love every fucking inch inside of you including your fucking soul and what's on the outside is just icing on the cake baby or popcilice in your case. All strawberry every taste of you! Oh I love your heart that I still keep protect here!" He tapped his hand over heart.

"You keep my heart protected here Baby and you always have and you just didn't know it." He told me as he gently took his other hand and tapped his other hand over my heart.

I did the same thing with my hands and put them over his and intertwine our fingers together and I slowly started moving  on top of him and he pressed his lips against mine and his hand slides down my neck as his other arm snakes around me as we moved together as one.

It was like we were moving to our song making love for the first time.

We screamed out each other when we released together and my arms were against as Mason laid us down on the seat of my truck and he just held me and we just stayed connected and Mason covered us with a blanket.

I must of fallen asleep because Mason woke me up and we were back at camp and everyone was still outside and I knew he would go back outside after he laid he laid me down and I tightened my arms around him.

"Okay, you can stay with me until I'm ready to go to bed baby!" I snuggled into him closer.

        Edward pov

That just calmed her right down. She was starting to go into a nightmare again.

They started again I noticed after I found her after the guy from the bar grab her from behind like that.

I sat down with her in my lap and Wade handed me a beer and sat back down.

"Is Punch alright Mason?" Travis asked me. "She will be. She finally told me everything and I told her everything and with us it's different than anyone can ever imagine or understand between us." I explained to them.

"It's stems alot out of how much we are best friends for each other and we she goes I follow and where I go she follows!" I told them.

"So her leaving she couldn't forgive herself?" Wade asked me. "Yeah! She finally forgave herself and let me back in completely." I explained to them.

I looked down and started running my fingers through her hair just to soothe her and to feel my touch and the shocks between us.

Oh very much like our honey. Always have to touch her now! It felt incredible to feel it this way and again this way for the first time again.

Even the mate bonding was stronger and it was strange and forgiene to me at the same time.

I knew I wanted to keep this a secret and take my time and let this grow this time.

I smiled that new smile. "She will be just fine we just have to give her time just all. This here is my best fucking friend and why I fell in love with her. That's why I'm taking my time with her this time and not rushing us this time. She needs time to heal first!" I cupped the side of her face and she leaned into my touch and hugged it with her shoulder.

I took my thumb and stroke the side of her face. She she relaxed even more and turned around and straddled me facing me going into her comfortable position like she was laying on her stomach on top of me except were sitting up and I wrapped my arm around her and leaned my head against her.

"I got you your safe in my arm baby!" That did it she fell into a deep sleep and she hasn't done that in so fucking long.

I kissed her forehead. "That's my girl!" I swear she snuggled inside of me if she could but she about knocked me on my ass when she did try to snuggle closer to me.

Wade and Travis just laughed and I chuckled at her.

"This is her feeling safe!" I told them and I slid my hand down her neck to give her that connection we both needed.

I finally took a drink of my beer. This they were going to notice for sure between us but there was nothing we could do about it between us.

"Something different between them Travis?" Wade asked his brother. Travis his brother upside the back of the head.

"You knuckle head! She just let him back in she finally forgave herself for leaving him and hurting him. If you haven't been paying attention dear brother they can feel each other emotion maybe even more than that she can show him things let him in to what happened and he can show her now imagine the ability to be able to show each other how it felt to each other because you trust each other enough that you won't tell anyone else but that's also your best friend and the same fucking person you love with your whole fucking heart and soul!" Travis cuffed him upside the back of the head again and I busted out laughing.

"Oh let's not forget that her eyes are my favorite color sapphire blue so that don't help me out at all but these eyes her are the most amazing beautiful I ever seen in my entire life time and I will always know it's her each and every time and no one can replace her eyes. They tell me everything!" I looked down because I knew Punch woke up and was watching me with curious eyes now.

I nodded my head when I seen it in her eyes and she didn't even have to speak it with her eyes and she tilted her head.

I closed my eyes and shook my head laughing and then I tipped my head back laughing so hard of what I felt from her from our connection.

I snapped my head all of a sudden and watched her because she just went to thinking mode and it was a really fucking bad idea and I instantly froze.

I had to turn my head away and close my eyes. Her and her always turning it a couple and why do I have to fucking always look oh yeah she gets that curious feeling and it's turned up a notch.

Had to be one of my favorite things about her too means she peeking out of hiding.

I always had to watch to see what new and different she showed me to because it was always something different with her.

She gently tapped my shoulder and I turned and looked down at her and she smiled that new smile at me.

I figured something out! She told me with my eyes. I looked at her confused.

She gently tapped the side of my eye. "She always got your eyes wrong and it always confused the hell out of me and I couldn't figure it out for the life of me now I figured it out Mason your soul I see your soul!" She told me.

I pressed my lips to hers and showed her what that meant to me and through our connection.

We pulled away breathless and I just leaned my head against hers and held her against me with my eyes closed.

I had forgotten she saw my soul through my eyes. To tell me that especially now meant everything to me.

I even lost it I couldn't help myself. There was always something Stanley couldn't get right on me and that was through my eyes it was always my soul for Bella.

I started giving her soft kisses on the neck. Ohh, oh I had a strong erge to bite her. I froze stiff and so did she which told me she did to.

It was our territory thing between us. It always gets strong between then I had to get her off my lap and she flew backwards against truck.

She bent over catching her breath and I was trying to catch mine.

"HOLY FUCKING SHIT! WHAT WAS THAT BETWEEN YOU TWO?" Wade asked me. "That was a territory thing between us. She doesn't remember but I sure do! Fuck, that was really fucking bad! We bite each other among, never mind! Don't bring up her name no more between us! That name off limits to us period!" I told them.

I looked up at Punch! "You alright baby?" She nodded her head and ran her hand through her hair and turned her head away with like a whow that was fucking close expression on her face.

"Don't Punch! It's going to happen between us were mates remember it's just different with us!" She just nodded her still looking away.

She started stomping her foot and I got up and walked over to her and I slid my hand down her neck and she stopped.

"That's my girl! Calm down baby! I know it's all new to you and I'm right here like I always am for you Punch! Now I may have to stop you on a couple of things but don't blame yourself because you're doing nothing wrong trust me on this will you please!" She nodded her head and open her eyes and looked up at me.

"It's just hard sometimes Mason with my memories being missed up like it is!" She told me.

"I understand that Punch trust me I do! That's why I'm taking my time with you especially now baby! Because I don't want to scare you this time and I want to handle you with care because I know and understand the impact they put you through the fucking most." I told her to broke down on me and just wrapped her arms around me and I held her against and buried my face into her neck.

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