Bella pov

My sister brings me food every day and we both talk every day and sometimes mini me comes with her and so does Rebecca and Tina.

"Mason is building us a cabin too. He's got your guys done and he's working on theirs!" My sister pointed to mini me. Because it was just her and sunshine today.

It's been three weeks now since my sister left with my big brother.

"We're all going to the bar tonight why don't you come sis! Have fun with us girls tonight?" My sister asked me and I took a drink of my beer because I just got done with my beer.

"I can do that and all of us can sit at a table!" I told her. "I will meet you there after you guys leave. I have to take a shower first and change my clothes first want to cut my hair before your brother kills me for that one. He's already pissed at me still." I told her taking another drink of my beer.

"Yeah I know he is! I tried to talk to him but he won't let me talk about it! I'm so sorry sis. I should of just kept my fucking mouth shut but what after happened to me and I still haven't told Emmy or let him touch me since he got here except hold me." I wrapped my arm around her and pulled her to me.

"I think me and Mason broke up again and he actually did it without even knowing he did it this time sis! That's why I can't go back to camp!" My sister wrapped her arms around me as I started crying again.

"Oh that sucks sis! You can feel it but he can't!" I nodded my head. "Oh daddy knows he broke up with you! Why do you think I come here with aunt Rosie all the time momma!" Sunshine told us and I really lost it now and grabbed my heart because it tore my fucking heart out and I ran and got into my truck but my sister stopped me.

"SIS NO DON'T FUCKING DO IT PLEASE! JUST MEET US AT THE BAR! I'M BEGGING YOU JUST PLEASE SIS!" I stood just before I sat down in my truck.

"I can't promise I will be there tonight but I can promise you I won't kill myself sis!" I told her.

I got in and took off! I had all my clothes with me and rented a motel room and took a shower and cut my own hair.

I even was drinking a bottle of jacks too. I was deciding what to wear tonight because I decided to go out tonight.

I finally walked into the bar and I walked up to the bar and ordered the bottle of jacks and shot glasses and a bottle of beer and walked over to the table and set the tray next to my sister and started filling shot glasses and sliding across the table in front of everyone and I turned my chair around and I sat down and it backwards and picked up my shot glass and slammed it down and wiped my mouth off and slammed my shot glass back down.

"Alright who are you and what did you do with my fucking baby sister bro?" I leaned forward on the back of my chair and crossing my arms on top of the back of the chair.

"Mason didn't do anything to me Jokester!" I moved my upper half of my body and my hands moved down my body.

"This big brother is all me!" I told him being a fucking smart ass and my sister busted out laughing.

After a while I was feeling pretty good and I nudge my head to the dance floor to the girls.

Mason hasn't even said a fucking word to me and some walked up to me before we even made it the band platform and I took a step back and looked between all my sister's and I pointed to the guy!

"I don't know what he thinks sis! What do you think you're doing Jack ass stopping my identical twin sister?" My sister asked the guy.

"Oh I thought she like to have a dance and maybe have a good time tonight maybe tonight!" I bit my bottom lip.

"What makes you think she is even available?" Rebecca asked him. "Because she has only been sitting beside her identical twin sister all night and not hanging on any men at the table that's why!" I looked back at Mason.

"Just because I don't have a boyfriend don't mean I'm looking! Besides we just broke up or should I say he broke up with me! So if you'll excuse us please!" I may have opened my mind to Mason and I didn't even give him a chance to look at me and I shoved the guy out of my fucking way and my sister walked up to the laptop and Rebecca and Tina was behind us while I was looking on the laptop.

I decided to sing Castle and the girls dance with me.

We stood against each other with our backs and our hands were touching and I told the band will know when to start and all four of connected the music started and we moved as one to the music and to how I sung the song.

Sick of all these people talking, sick of all this noise
Tired of all these cameras flashing, sick of being poised
Now my neck is open wide
Begging for a fist around it
Already choking on my pride
So there's no use crying about it
I'm headed straight for the castle
They wanna make me their queen
And there's an old man sitting on the throne
That's saying that I probably shouldn't be so mean
I'm headed straight for the castle
They've got the kingdom locked up
And there's an old man sitting on the throne
That's saying I should probably keep my pretty mouth shut
Straight for the castle
All of these minutes passing, sick of feeling used
If you wanna break these walls down
You're gonna get bruised
Now my neck is open wide
Begging for a fist around it
Already choking on my pride
So there's no use crying about it
Crying about it
Cr-cr-crying about it
Cr-cr-crying about it
'Bout it, 'bout it, 'bout it
I'm headed straight for the castle
They wanna make me their queen
And there's an old man sitting on the throne
That's saying that I probably shouldn't be so mean
I'm headed straight for the castle
They've got the kingdom locked up
And there's an old man sitting on the throne
That's saying I should probably keep my pretty mouth shut
Straight for the castle
There's no use crying about it
There's no use crying about it
There's no use crying about it
There's no use crying about it...
I'm headed straight for the castle
They wanna make me their queen
And there's an old man sitting on the throne
That's saying that I probably shouldn't be so mean
I'm headed straight for the castle
They've got the kingdom locked up
And there's an old man sitting on the throne
That's saying I should probably keep my pretty mouth shut
Straight for the castle
They wanna make me their queen
And there's an old man sitting on the throne
That's saying that I probably shouldn't be so mean
I'm headed straight for the castle
They've got the kingdom locked up
And there's an old man sitting on the throne
That's saying I should probably keep my pretty mouth shut
Straight for the castle

We walked back up to the laptop and I was going through the songs again.

I actually walked away and I left the laptop when I saw the song wishful thinking and tapped on the song but away and I walked away and I walked up to the bar order me a beer and double shot of whiskey and slammed it down and I had my head tipped down and my arms on the bars.

The song started and I started singing and I was even moving to the music and then I actually heard Mason singing with me and not the band member.

Maybe I'm just wishful drinkin'
Give my heart somethin' to sink in
Better make it two, nothin' I won't do
For another round of me and you
I know it's a shot in the dark
Lookin' for what's left of a spark
Throwin' 'em back like I got nothin' to lose
It's a slow burn just like you
Everybody says, "Give it time"
But I'm feelin' like I'm stuck on rewind
Throwin' 'em back like I got nothin' to lose
It's a slow burn just like you
When I'm a couple in, I get optimistic
Like you and me are realistic
Maybe I'm just wishful drinkin'
Give my heart somethin' to sink in
Better make it two, nothin' I won't do
For another round of me and you
I get hopeful whеn I'm tipsy
Thinkin' you might actually miss me
It's a hundred proof, nothin' I won't do
For another round of me and you
I'm wishful drinkin' (ooh-oh, ooh-oh, ooh-oh)
With еvery sip I'm gettin' closer
To thinkin' that we ain't really over
I know it ain't right but baby, just for tonight
I don't wanna have no closure
When I'm a couple in, I get optimistic
Like you and me are realistic
Maybe I'm just wishful drinkin'
Give my heart somethin' to sink in
Better make it two, nothin' I won't do
For another round of me and you
I get hopeful when I'm tipsy
Thinkin' you might actually miss me
It's a hundred proof, nothin' I won't do
For another round of me and you
I'm wishful drinkin' (ooh-oh, ooh-oh, ooh-oh)
Yeah, I'm wishful drinkin', wishful drinkin'
Wishful drinkin', wishful drinkin'
I'm tracin' your footprints through my memories
Tryna find where we went wrong
Replacin' the space you left with new things
Nothin' I try lasts long
Maybe I'm just wishful drinkin'
Give my heart somethin' to sink in
Better make it two, nothin' I won't do
For another round of me and you (another round of me and you)
I get hopeful when I'm tipsy (when I'm tipsy)
Thinkin' you might actually miss me
It's a hundred proof, nothin' I won't do
For another round of me and you
I'm wishful drinkin' (ooh-oh, ooh-oh, ooh-oh)
Yeah
I'm wishful drinkin'
I'm wishful drinkin'
(Ooh-oh, ooh-oh, ooh-oh)

Tears fell from my eyes because I didn't think it was possible we get back together this time. I closed my eyes and then I heard Mason sang.

I was squeezing my eyes shut as I was falling apart shaking my head hearing the song he was singing to me it sounded familiar to me but I don't remember it!

I do not own all the characters in the story Stephanie Meyers does.

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