I will not lose the rest of you.

It hurts when people leave, it hurts a lot especially when people have always left you--and you're so used to being alone. It hurts when someone builds up your hopes in them: when they promise they're your friend but then they just go. It hurts a lot, and that's why I'm so angry at the ones who've left me. Because you guys hurt me, yet you didn't bother to stop there.

You had to go and hurt the people who DIDN'T leave me, too. And that hurt even worse, knowing that the others felt my pain.

I don't trust the others anymore. I won't be made a fool again: I know they'll leave, too.

Maybe I should just stop caring. I think that's what I'll do. I care about so little already, might as well stop caring all-together.

I don't want anyone else to leave me.

So I think I'll go instead.