[X]

I WANTED A PLACE WHERE I COULD BE TOTALLY HONEST FOR ONCE:

BUT I KNOW YOU READ IT AND SEE IT, AND I HAVE TROUBLE LAYING IT ALL OUT THERE--I HOLD BACK BECAUSE I DON'T WANT YOU TO KNOW

[v]

{it's why i freak out when you find me on my other attempts at anonymity}

[i]

But maybe I make myself so easy to find because I want you to find me--because I want to be truly honest with you for once.