I feel like I don't know what's going on anymore. Janus is gone. Roman was taken away by Dr. Berry this morning, I haven't seen him all day. Remus is...strange. Patton can barely stand anymore. This book is all I have anymore. I feel like Dr. Berry is watching my every move. I can't say for sure that Dr. Picani can be trusted. I want to trust him, I really do, but I feel it's just not worth the risk. What if this is a test? A test placed by Dr. Berry to catch those who are against him. I just can't jeopardize the plan. The others mean too much to me for that. I've been asking myself what Janus would do in my situation. I can never be sure. He was difficult to read, that's why he was a good leader. I wish I had gotten to know him as well as Remus did, then maybe I could've seen past the facade. To think that just a few weeks ago, I had been complaining about the guy. That all seems so childish now.