Lisa's POV

I know I told Michael to come over when he was ready to talk, but I honestly didn't expect him to come over that night! I was so embarrassed when he walked in and realised what was happening. he probably thinks I'm some cheap hooker like those sluts he goes to at that brothel, which I'm not. What I did I did because I had no choice, unlike like those girls that do it out of choice. I was desperate and if I didn't get the money by first thing this morning my landlord would have thrown me out into the streets. I wish Michael would have let me explain instead of storming out the way that he did.

I've been struggling ever since the divorce because Michael saw to it that I got nothing, which is why I need him back so badly.

I did like Michael and in a way I still do, but I have to admit that it was the money and the lifestyle that comes with being with him is what I loved and it was worth having to listen to him whining whenever he had a bad day at work and if it wasn't for his constant need for cuddles and affection I probably wouldn't have cheated on him as much as I did and that's the reason why once we're remarried I'm willing to still let him go to that place and see those girls because they'll be the ones that he'll be boring with his problems and with him seeing them I won't have to deal with his constant need for attention and I can concentrate on living the high life I've come accustomed to.

I know Michael was pretty upset about what happened, but I know I can easily fix this. The fact he came over here shows I'm in his head and he does want me back even if he's to stubborn to admit it and pretty soon he will and I'll finally have him back.

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Michael's POV

I woke up this morning still pissed at myself for going over to Lisa's place and putting myself in that situation again. I went over there to hear her out and maybe even make my piece with her, but I was so stupid and to think she'd actually changed, but now I know for a fact that Lisa will never be nothing more than a gold digging whore.

I'm on my way to the doctors to get myself checked out which I know I should have done weeks ago, but hopefully I'll be ok. I know the girls at the brothel are always careful and usually so am I, but a few week ago when me and Lisa had sex I stupidly didn't use anything and after what I saw last night, who knows how many other people Lisa's been fucking without using anything. I can't believe she actually had the nerve to judge the girls from the brothel and look down her nose at them, when she's doing pretty much the same thing. At least the girls there actually have class and make it clear from the beginning that their running a business and don't try and get personal and fuck around with your head.

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Leanne's POV

I go downstairs for breakfast an Mia is in the kitchen getting breakfast. "hi... Um... Are you ok?" I mumble going over to her "what the fuck do you think!? last night all your fault!" She snaps and I look at her confused "what are you talking about?"

"it was one of your clients that went complaining to Mary, because you weren't here and were busy out partying with Emma and..."

"and what!?" Emma shrugs walking over to us. "Leanne wasn't working yesterday and it's not her fault you can't get a man off these days" she chuckles slightly. "that had nothing to do with it! It was one of her regulars and..."

"and she doesn't work Thursday's" Emma cuts her off "she's had to take care of your regulars when your not here just like me and neither of us ever got any complaints. If Someone complains that's your fault nobody else's" she shrugs and Mia huffs storming out without saying another word.

I'm about to go after her, but Emma takes my arm stopping me. "just leave her, she'll be fine"

"but I feel really bad" I mutter "well don't it's not your fault. You weren't even in the house. Mia's just looking for someone to blame that's all" she shrugs.

"I'm surprised Michael complained about her, especially since he didn't say a word when I broke down crying on him"

"maybe he didn't want to get you in trouble and risk messing up yours and his 'private arrangements' I've never known Michael to complain about anybody before so she must have done something to poss him off"

"I wonder what she did" I sigh still feeling bad for her. I didn't see what was going on between her and Mary last night, but from what I heard in the next room Mary was really going for Mia. I've seen my aunt pissed many times growing and occasionally here, but I've never since her that pissed before.

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Lisa's POV

Michael's heading out of the door just as I get to his house and I quickly rush over to him. "Michael, please can we talk? About last night. I can explain. I..."

"there's nothing too explain. It was pretty obvious what you were doing" he shrugs and goes to walk away, but I take him arm stopping him. "it wasn't like that. I was desperate. I needed the money and my landlord was going to kick me out. I didn't have a choice I..."

"yes you did" he cuts me off "just like when we were together. You had a choice to stay faithful like I was with you and..."

"and I will be..." I cut him off "I know I made a mistake by cheating on you and lying about the baby, but I swear to you it'll never happen again. I'll be the perfect wife and I know I hurt you in the past but things will be different this time. I'll be the wife you want me to be and I'll give you the baby you wanted and..."

"I didn't go over to your place to get back with you! I went over because I felt bad for how I've been treating you and was going apologize and to hear you out and let you explain, like you've been asking me too for weeks, but from what I saw last night it was pretty clear that you don't and never did give a fuck about me!"

"that's not true. Michael I love you and..."

"no... You loved my money. Because that all you ever care about! And I can believe I was stupid enough to think you'd actually changed!" He snaps and turns to leave. "It wasn't like that I was desperate, unlike which ever one of those whores your about to go and see" I say and he turns back to me. "that is why your all dressed up right?" I raise and eyebrow "so what if I am?" He shrugs. "and your not exactly in a position to be calling anybody a whore. Their not whores their honest unlike you their honest about just wanting me for my money and don't fuck around playing mind games like you!" He snaps and gets in his car and drives off before I can say another word.

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Michael's POV

I was so relieved when I got the all clear from the doctor earlier, but I still felt dirty for even having to go there in the first place. I know the girls at the brothel are clean and never do anything without protection which is why I've never been worried with being with any of them. But after what I saw last night with Lisa, I had to get myself checked and put my mind at rest.

I felt kinda bad about what happened with that girl Mia yesterday and I really hope I didn't get her in any trouble. She didn't do anything, but I just prefer to see Leanne and that's why I always book her. I don't request that she has no other clients before me because I think she's dirty or anything like that, because I honestly don't and I don't do it because I'm jealous or anything because I'm not. But because it kind of reminds me of the first time we got booked together and it felt good knowing that I was the only man that she'd been with.

Maybe I'm tiny little jealous, but I know that's my fault. Leanne's reminded of the rules time and time again and every time I insist on breaking them. I never think of any of the girls from there once I leave, but the thought of Leanne has started creeping into my head a lot lately. I know it's not her fault and I know there's no feeling between us and she's made it clear to me every time. I don't have feelings for her either and I know she's only interested in my money, but I'm starting to worrying that starting too, which is why when I see her, I'm going to respect her rules and stick to them. No getting personal or anything, just go in there. Do what we do then leave just like I have with the others. I know I tell myself this every time, but this time I mean it. I can't fall for her just like I can fall for any woman, because of I do I'm just going to get my heartbroken and I'm not going to let that happen to me again.

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I'm stood waiting and I see Mia walking by and I quickly turn away, still feeling pretty awkward about what happened and by the look on her face she seems pretty upset about it too.

"hi" I hear a soft voice and turn to see Leanne starting behind me and she's wearing a really cute vest top and short skirt. "are you ready?" She smiles and I nod, still staring at her beautiful body.

We walk down the hall way and we pass Mia again going into one of the rooms. "I didn't get her in any trouble yesterday did I?" I ask "she's fine" Leanne smiles at me through pursed lips as we go into the room. "It was you I came to see yesterday, not...."

"I don't work on Thursdays"

"I don't know if she told you, but didn't do anything with her. I...."

"you allowed to see the others girls. It's not my business" she shrugs cutting me off again. And I nod, mentally slapping myself. 'stick to the rules and don't get personal!' I told myself this over and over the whole way over here and here I'm doing the same thing again.

"you have a new bedroom?" I ask changing the topic, casually looking around and it's alot bigger and nicer than her old one. "I don't sleep here, my bedrooms upstairs" she shrugs locking the door and I'm not sure why her comment turned me on so much, but it really did for some reason.

Leanne walks over towards the bed and I lean in to kiss her and as always she stiffens up slightly. "I'm sorry" I mumble moving away from her lips "I'll stick to the rules this time" I smile slightly through pursed lips and she smiles back the same way.

Start getting into it the same way I have done with the others, but as much as I'm trying to stick to the rules it's not working. "I can't do it this way" I sigh, stopping and Leanne turns and looks at me nervously "d-did I do something wrong? If I did I- I'm sor..."

"no-no you didn't do anything" I reassure her. "I just can't do it this way. Not with you" I shake my head and lean in kissing her softly and she pulls away slightly. "I'm sorry. I know you have rules and I get it. I know you don't care about me or have any feelings for me and what we have is just business and nothing more and that's fine. I completely understand and I accept that, but... Could you just pretend to care about me? Just this once... Please?"

She doesn't answer me for a moment then nods and I lean forward again, kissing her and she kisses me back as I lead us both down onto the bed.

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After we're done, Leanne and I are lay in the bed cuddling and there's a knock on the door to let us know that it's been and hour and I sigh getting up.

We both get dressed and just before I leave I kiss Leanne one last time. "thank you" I mutter onto her then break away "for what?" She looks at me confused "for caring. Even if it was for a moment... And pretend" I mumble that last part as I turn to leave.

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Leanne's POV

I feel kind of weird about what's just happened. I know I'm supposed to block the men out, but I actually feel really bad for Michael. Even if he hadn't told me all that stuff about his ex wife during that event, it's pretty clear he's been hurt alot. I know I shouldn't have done what Michael asked, but I'm kinda glad I did because even though it wasn't real and he was pretending, it felt nice to feel like somebody cared about me. Even if it was only for a moment.