Have some more vent art, this one from today (24/12/2017)
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   I’ve always said I’m afraid of myself. But in a way, that’s not right.

   I’m not afraid of who I am. I’m afraid of who I can be. What I might do.

   I’m afraid of hurting people in the future like I have done in the past.

   I distance myself from everyone to avoid this.

   I’m terrified I might snap and hurt myself again… Or worse, hurt someone I care about.

   I’m afraid of the person I might become.

   I don’t want to hurt anyone. I don’t want to be a bad person. But sometimes I can’t help it.

   Sometimes it just happens.

   So when I say I’m afraid of myself, it’s true. But at the same time it’s not.

   It looks at all these different things. Not just me as a person, but me as a whole.

   My actions. My personality. My emotional stability.

   All of this impacts my fear.

   All of this is what I mean by me.