solivagant / so·​liv·​a·​gant / adjective
1. wandering alone
2. i thought i was running solo
with nobody by my side.
how terribly wrong i was.
therapy sessions and late texts
are my lifelines to you.

absquatulate / ab·​squat·​u·​late / verb
1. to leave without saying goodbye
2. my heart still holds on
to the unspoken adieus
and the flashbacks that follow.
you should be here with me.
it took months of unbearable pain,
but i found the good in goodbye.

metanoia / meta·​noia / noun
1. the changing of one's mind, heart, and self
2. just because my path is different
doesn't mean i'm lost again.
i'm finding myself in my world.
i'll dance out of this night
and hold the day in our palms.
why was i utterly destroyed
when there's so much to live for?