"Miss are you alright " Cameron asked as he walked to me, I inhaled deeply and looked at him straight in the eyes.

The love I used to see in them is no more, his are where blank looking at me like a stranger, mum broke the tension in the room.

"My goddess Jacklyn you should be careful next time" mum scolded but I didn't pay heed to her. Blake was at my side immediately searching for injuries like a zombie I stood there emotionlessly she hugged he a good bye and kissed both my cheeks and did the same to Nana and mum.

I managed a small but force smile and wished her the best.

I didn't miss the way Cameron placed his hands on her waist possessively. I went to the kitchen to get something to clean the mess I made.

After that I retreated to my room, I didn't even come down for dinner, I know I shouldn't feel hurt or anything since he couldn't remember me but what can I do I couldn't.

We've loved each other since we where kids, so how come he doesn't remember me. Blake said something about him been her childhood friend maybe they where friends before she moved to England.

That night I cried my heart out, the following day I know I can't continue ignoring everyone so the little strength I had I managed to bath and join the family for breakfast.

Blake was so happy that Cameron asked her out, he asked her to be his girlfriend and she gladly accept it.

Her good news where like little glasses piercing my heart, but I have to stomach it, pretend it doesn't affect me, I didn't miss the glances mum threw my way.

When Blake and I where alone she told me about all of her and Cameroon's date, how sweet and kind he was to her.

"You know I have loved him since childhood, it just a matter of time he will love me back" Blake honestly confessed not knowing what her happiness was doing to me.

Days have turned into weeks and weeks into moths, it been eight months since Blake and Cameron where seeing each other.

Andria wasn't happy about the change of events but his mother is the most happiest one. She just always warn me when she gets the opportunity not to let anything ruin the relationship.

I told Blake all about Cameron before they started dating, luckily she never forced me to tell her his name.

I think his memories are coming back, because the other day he asked if I knew him somewhere I lied through my teeth.

I made mum and Andria promise me they won't tell Blake or anyone about my past with Cameron. Everyday I see them together it breaks my heart but I need to get used to it.

They are the talk of every reporter and TV station, the perk of been rich, for once Blake's parents are happy about her choice if she going out with Cameron.

"Guess what!!" Blake shouted as she barged into my room, I have no problem with that since she wouldn't listen to me telling her to knock.

"What" I dully asked her as I typed away on my laptop, I have been over working to keep me from thinking about them.

"Cameron proposed last night and we've already set the date for the marriage"

How will Jacklyn take this news, she is loosing him forever

One more chapter and a prologue