Yeri's POV

He pulls me close again and our clothes are flying off. I can't get them off soon enough. His grunts keep on sending chills down my spine. My hands are touching his body and his are touching mine. I arch my back up so our naked bodies touch completely. A sigh escapes my mouth because I finally feel whole again.

Jay lifts me my legs around his waist as his lips caress my neck. I can feel the marks forming but I couldn't care less about that. His touch is all I need and it seems like mine is all he needs. For some reason we keep on going back to each other for this.

He suddenly stops and looks me in the eye. His pupils are dilated and he's biting his lips when he drinks me in. It makes me blush, but at the same time I've never felt sexier. My hands go to his neck and rest there. His tattoos are dark against his skin as I look at them. They look better up close. I can see every outline of them and it makes me feel so amazed. To bee seeing these so up close. I didn't have the luxury of looking at them last time we did this.

His eyes travel up and down my body as he just looks. I pull me up more by my legs and feel his erection against me. It makes me feel even more excited. We've never gone that far before. I throw my head back a little and moan as I feel him against me. He then traces his fingers over my body. They go over my breasts and slightly touch my nipple before going to my stomach. He stops right before he reaches down and goes back up. It tingles. Every cell in my body is on fire. Especially the ones he just touched.

Little moans keep escaping my mouth as he does so. I bite my lip so I won't make any more sounds.

"Don't," he says to me in a low and husky voice. "I love hearing your voice."

It's the most sexy thing anyone has ever said to me. So I do as he asks of me and let the sounds flow free. Whenever I open my eyes I can see the effect it has on him. I want to keep my eyes open all the time, but the pleasure is already overwhelming, with him just touching me. My body feels deprived when he's not touching me.

"Are you ready?" He asks me and all I can do is nod at him. I don't trust my voice to be steady. My body is more than ready for him.

His fingers finally go down and slide in and out. I moan every time I feel him going in.

"God, you are so wet. Do you want me that badly?" He asks me as he looks down at his fingers. I'm ashamed of my body but I can only look into his eyes when he looks back up. He grins widely when he sees the look on my face and licks his fingers. "Let's get this show on the road."

Jay's lips go down my body and reach my nipples as he starts licking them to make them even stiffer, not that that was possible at all. When he's satisfied with the result he takes one in his mouth and sucks on it, hard. I can feel myself getting hotter and whimpering. One of his hands travels down to my ass as he grabs it. A little yelp escapes my mouth as he does so and he lets go of my one nipple to suck the other one. I arch my back instinctively so he can reach even better.

Jay stops and looks at me once more. He then takes out a wrapper from his pants and put the condom on his member. He thought of everything. "Better be safe than sorry." He says as he looks down on me.

As soon as he's done he slides one finger in again to make sure I'm still wet. When he's sure he puts himself against my entrance. I wait in anticipation for him to finally enter me, fill me up. And with one push he's inside. I gasp at how good it feels and throw my head a little back. His lips come crashing down on mine again as he keeps still, making me crazy. I want him to move, I want him to start pacing, making me feel good.

I begin moving my hips slowly and that makes him move. He gets the hint and smiles against my lips as he finally starts. He goes painfully slow and I moan lowly as he does so. I can feel every single inch of him as I hold on to his neck to steady myself. He lets out grunts as he moves inside me, I guess he's feeling the same as me. My hips meet his every time and it makes my heart beat faster than ever.

His tongue enters my mouth and he circles mine, playing. It feels amazing all the way through. At first he is very gentle but his strokes get longer and harder. He speeds up as he says my name once. "God Yeri." Is all he says between grunts and puffs. My body belongs to him and every second he's inside me it feels more and more like I'm completely happy. Our bodies are sweaty and I love the feeling of his wet body against mine. It makes it harder to hold on to each other but are moves are getting more frantic too.

I feel myself coming to my high. The tension starts to build in my stomach as he speeds up his pace. I mutter his name over and over again as he makes me finally come all around him. I shout out his name as I throw my head back in absolute pleasure. My hands grip his back as I scratch it open. I pull myself up to him as I shake, holding on to him as best as I can.

Not too long after I feel him come too. He says my name in my ear as he shakes too. This time it's my turn to hold him. Afterwards he collapses on me and I try to catch my breath. So does he. His chest rises and falls fast and we're in sync.

"God, Yeri," he says again and I chuckle.

"You already said that," I tell him with a small smile.

"It's the only worthy thing to say," he confesses as he finally slides out of me and off me. He lies next to me with his arms wide open next to him.

I don't even bother sliding into his arms and stay on my side. A sigh escapes my lips. What have I done? Always the same thing. My mind tells me to slap myself because I'm so stupid. My heart tells me it was the best decision ever. My body is still humming from ecstasy. He is the world's best lover after all and I can agree to that.

"Your bedroom is cute." Of course he has to ruin the mood. The hum is gone after he says that.

"Oh god, what have I done?" This time I really slap myself on the head.

Jay turns to face me. "You just had the best sex of your entire life." He chuckles after saying it and I shoot him an angry glare.

"You're a jerk," I shake my head. I turn away from him but he just sees it as an opportunity to slide his arm around my waist and pull himself towards me.

"But you love it. I can tell." He says against my skin and it sends shivers down my spine.

"Not because I want to..." I make sure he knows. His finger traces down my arm and further down. My body wants this, not my mind.

"I love the way you react to me..." He whispers into my ear because he's close. His fingers reach downwards.

"You have to leave. I can't think clearly when you're this close. We have to stop." I choke out as he doesn't stop at all.

"You want this," he tells me and I almost give in. But my strength is back and I finally turn around to push him away. He grabs my wrists in time so I can't move. "What are you trying to do?"

"To get away from you," I cry out as I try to pull free from his grasp.

"Baby, all we need is right here, why would you want to get away from me?" He jokes as his face inches closer to mine. "I know you want to give in to this. I know you want me as much as I want you."

I shake my head heavily. I don't want this. "No, you have to leave now." I push both my hands against his chest and try to get away again.

"When are you going to accept it?" He asks me in all honesty. "We both want this. Why shouldn't we act on it?"

"Because it's not right, Jay. Relationships don't work that way. I don't work that way." The confession comes out before I can even think about it. Well, it's out there now.

"You could. We could." He tries to reason with me but I won't hear it.

"No, Jay. You're a player and always will be. It doesn't matter, you won't change at all." I plead and a lonely tear falls down my face. Great, now I'm crying. The last thing I ever wanted to do in front of Jay was cry. Now I look weak in front of him.

"I'll leave. For now," he tells me and emphasises the last part. I know he will be back. He wants more and won't leave me alone at all costs.

"Don't bother," I say but it doesn't sound very convincing. It's because I don't mean it.

"Why do things always have to be so defined?" He mutters to himself as he lets go of me. He crawls out of bed and I watch his muscles move as he goes about. He looks as amazing as you'd think. And I just slept with that guy. I can't believe it at all. But then again I don't want to believe I was so stupid to let myself be deceived again. It's the second time it has come to this.

"Because that's the way people work," I mutter back and I know he heard me because his shoulders stiffen while he puts on his boxers.

He turns to face me and gives me a crooked smile. It breaks my heart once again. All my resolve is gone in an instant. But I stand my ground and keep myself in bed. The sheets are covering me from chin to toe. I don't want him to get the right, I mean wrong, idea.

"You'll see, things don't need to be complicated." His tone is serious yet playful. It makes my skin crawl. I just want him to be gone right now.

That's when I stand up with the sheets all around me.

"You look beautiful, princess," Jay says as he inches closer to me. I put my hand up and he stops abruptly. "Fine."

I lead him towards the door and open it for him. "Go." Is the last thing I tell him before he kisses the top of my head and leaves.

A/N

Hey guys! As you've seen I've been updating daily now! I won't be able to do so for much longer since my school work is piling up and stuff. But it seemed like a nice thing to do for you guys since there was such good response to the last chapters! I love writing this for you!

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