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Lances POV
So fucking stressed, about every living thing! Its been almost a week since the pier and i've isolated myself from everyone, what do i mean by that you might ask, well i HAVEN'T BEEN TO SCHOOL and i locked myself in my room! Considering dropping out, yes. Just ready to die, its a go! So yea, my beliefs in life have been flushed down the toilet, and eaten by a shark.
"Lance," i heard at my door. The door was open a pinch. I groaned, "Lance?" The voice i recognized was mamas The door opened, i had my blankets covering my face. "¿Qué mamá?" I groaned, under my covers. "Tus amigos están aquí." She replied. I wiped my eyes, not like i had tears in them or anything. I groaned again, i just really wanted to be alone.
I heard footsteps, multiple. The bed shifted down slightly, someone sat on it. "Lance," It was keith. He started to rub my shoulder. "Lance, nothing is going to change if you just stay in bed." He said.
I took the covers off my face. "Dont you think i know that, i... i fucked up man, fucked up pretty bad." Upset as i was, but just getting worse. I noticed shiro in the corner of the room, near my guitars.
"Lance all i know is that you did something stupid, i wasn't ever given full detail. So i cant give any advice or anything." Shiro sighed.
"Allura is pregnant." Keith sighed back.
I put the covers back over my face and covered my ears with my elbows.
Shiros POV.
I ran to lance once he put the covers over his head. "Keith go stand in the hall." I demanded. Keith raced off. Lance was whimpering slightly.
"Lance, dont go into the dark space. You are being way to hard on your self. Even if you screwed up you still are an amazing person."
I started to slightly shake him.
"You are not alone, their are so many people that go through what you are going through. You are so strong lance, you've been through so much already. Dont give up.
You can keep going!
Lance i care about you, i look at you as if you are my son. I love you as a son. You can keep going and i'm going to force you too.
When your dad was struggling, you were still up and going. Your dad would be so proud of you lance, you've made a big fucking dent in this world. Please dont give up."
He turnt around and sat up, he took the covers off of him. He hugged me, and cried into my shoulder.
I assume his some of his family heard him cause his mother and his older brother were standing in the doorway. I assume they know, lance just stay in his room all depressed and such.
I pulled away, and messed up his hair. He smiled slightly. "Thank you, alot." He said.
I waved keith back into the room.
Lances POV
I checked my phone for the first time in a week.
Allura - 600 Messages, 20 calls, 7 voicemails
Keith - 198 Messages, 16 calls, 2 voicemails
Hunk - 60 Messages, 3 calls, 3 voicemails
Pidge - 62 messages, 2 calls, 2 voicemails
"good god." I whispered. Keith chuckled alittle.
"Keith im gonna go, ill pick you up in a hour or so." Shiro said, keith nodded okay.
I unlocked my phone,
"Should i call her?" i asked keith. "Well its your choice, shes gone absolutely insane." Keith replied.
I dialed her number.
Allura: "What the fuck lonce!"
Me: "Im so sorry,"
Allura: "Where the fuck have you been!?"
me: "Home."
allura: "You fucking disappeared, I needed you lonce."
Me: "Im sorry, Mi amor"
Allura: "Dont call me that, I cant be with someone that just disappears because he cant handle his feelings. It's probably gonna happen again, like in the past! Its a consistent thing you do, and i'm sick and tired of it. How do you think i feel? Lonce, i'm sorry, but we are going to have to break up."
Beep, Beep, Beep.
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