*Jonathan's PoV*

I threw all the things I brought with me, witch wasn't a lot. I tied up the shirt I took from Evan. Balling my eyes out I put the tied up shirt on teddy.

"Okay your Are going to stay here, I'm leaving Evan and the other guys will take care of you," I cry as teddy licks my face.

I pick up the duffle bag that had my things in it and left my room, I walk out to the living room, lui and David were making something to eat with Marcel who was sitting at the table reading the paper.

"Hey Jon," Marcel said.

"I got to go take care of teddy for me," I say, all three of them look up at me.

"Where are you going," lui asked.

"I'm leaving," I frown.

"Why," he asked.

"I just need to leave, watch teddy for me and make sure Evan is ok I don't want to see him sad," I open the door.

"You're coming back right," David said.

"No I'm not coming back," I sigh, they all looked shocked.

"What happened," Marcel asked.

"Stuff," I walk out the door and slam it shut. I slid down the door and bring my knees to my chest, "stuff I wish I didn't say."

I hear loud sobs/screams, (ever cry so much you start to scream from the pain, I have rip) tears stream down my face.

"I'm sorry Evan," I whisper, I got up and ran to the elevator. I get in and press the button to go for the garage where my bike is. I step out of the elevator and walk to my bike, i tighten the straps on my bag. I get on my bike rev it up and drive away.

As I drive I see cops looking at me strangely, I shrug it off and drive around. I keep repeating in my head what Evan said, 'I want you out of my house'. I pull into a park. I walk over to a bench and cry my eyes out for like the third time today.

"Hey man are you alright," a random person said.

"No I'm not alright I'm horrible," I cry.

"You want to talk about it," she asked sitting next to me.

"Like you want to here my problems," I look up to see a skinny girl with back hair with hit pink tips, and a flower crown, and a light blue romper with flowers on it.

"Actually I do," she smiled, "I'm Paige." (My sister <3)

"I'm Jon," I sigh.

"What's wrong Jon what's got your crying," she patted my back.

"My I don't even now, well let's just say boyfriend and I had a huge fight and I don't know of we are a thing anymore it's all my fault I blew up on him," I start to cry again.

"How long have you two been a thing," she asked.

"Not that long like a day or two but we have a lot in common, we just hit it off," I cry.

"Go back to him," she smiled.

"I left my dog at his house for him to take care of before him I was homeless," I sob.

"Oh I'm so sorry about that is there any way I can help you get on your feet," she asked.

"No, it will just get stolen like everything else," I rub my eyes to clear the tears.

"Jon go back to him," she made me look at her, she had winged eyeliner and some light pink lipstick, she was very pretty.

"I don't think I should right now," I sigh.

"Well then don't go right away go later today or tomorrow," she said I nod.

"Thanks," I smile and give her a hug.

"Here what's your number," she asked. I gave her Evan's number since I don't have a phone.

"Write your on my hand I don't have mine with me," I lied.

"Ok," she wrote her number on my hand.

"Don't text me till I text you ok," I rose and eyebrow.

"Yeah ok I got to go my friend is about to pick me up," she ran off with one last hug and got into a blue car with a guy that looks about 2 years older the her.

I get off the bench and walk over to my bike, I get on and ride around not really caring where I end up.

*Evan's PoV*

"Evan calm down," lui said rubbing my back.

"No he's gone he left me," i yell at him.

"Evan please you need to relax," Tyler said.

I clung onto Craig I grip his shirt tighter as each word leaves each of their mouths.

"Shhh it's ok," Craig hugged me tighter I wish I was hugging Jon.

"We are all upset that he left Evan you need to realize that this won't get us anywhere,"  David snapped.

"Simone feed teddy," I whisper.

"Tyler go feed the dog, and bring this one with you," Craig pushed me towards Tyler. He put his arm around my shoulder and we walked to Jon's once room.

"Tyler I don't want to go in there," I stop walking.

"Get your ass in there right now and feed his dog," he shoved me into the room, teddy was sitting on his bed, she was wearing the shirt he stole from me. I walk up to here tears in my eyes.

"Why did I say that to him," I cry as I sit on the bed next to the dog. She stood on my legs he front paws on my chest, she was licking off my tears, "do you know where he went."

I get off the bed picking up the puppy, I bring her to her food bowl and place her in front of it. I put some food in the blow and walk over to the bed again. I lye down o grab one of his pillows and hold it tight.

I image his insane laugh.

"Evan HAHAHAHA read the directions," Jon laughed at me because I could get the TV set up right.

"I'm sorry," I laugh.

"Here you go," he handed me the directions.

I start to get frustrated, I can't find the right part of the programming guide. He laughs his insane laugh I love.

"You stupid it's right here," he pointed to the page I was at.

"Ugh," I groan. Jon wraps his arms around me and turns me to face him.

"Calm down its just a TV I don't need it," he smiled.

"Yeah but it's annoying," I groan.

He laugh at me.

That laugh.

"I miss you Jon come back to me please," I beg, I bring my knees to my chest and ball myself up.

"Evan come on out we cooked you some food," Brian said walking into the room.

"I'm not hungry go away," I snap pulling the covers over my face.

"Evan please you've been in the room for hours," he begged.

"I don't care leave me the fuck alone," I yell at him. He backs up and walks out of the room, "Jon please come back I'm falling apart."

I'm falling apart without you

I'm falling deeper

I running out of hope that you will come back.

Jonathan I miss you and it's been a few hours.

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Well damn

SUMMER OUT