━ jack gilinsky

today is the day .

bubba ; adi

dear bubba , gosh i have no idea how to explain how much you mean to me . you did so much for me . i was a wreck and you knew it , youd always ask me whats wrong cause you knew i been hurting every single day but me being me i didnt budge but most times i did and just thank you .i want you to know that i appreciate you so much , youve changed me in so many good ways , youve always put a smile on my face no matter what and you make me soft . i cant thank you enough for all that youve given me honestly . you changed me in so many ways , good ways with good intentions . our friendship is something i truly value and will forever value . i will forever love you and adore you .

- hubby

shawnster ; shawn

dear shawnster , you and i ? what can i say we're an iconic duo . you- gee i swear you turned my life around , im glad i met you , you make me happy and soft , our late night talks ? i love them . you and me nothing but just us two chillin ? love it .although you and i arent always one cause our reply game weak lmao . you helped me so much as well , i dont know where the hell my mind would be if our talks never happened . i appreciate you so much and love you . im so glad you and i met , i wouldnt want any other person with the name shawn or anyone else to have moments that we have , i will forever cherish our friendship . only i can call you shawnster ! i will forever love you and adore you .

- jackasaurous

besson/angel ; corbyn

dear besson , you and i have had our ups and downs but hey i appreciate you with my all . you and i have been through a lot together and i cherish every single moment that you and i shared especially the soft ones , yikes soft gilinsky comin at you sks . ive seen you at your worst and at your best but im glad i was the one to be able to wipe most your tears that shouldnt be escaping those dashing eyes of yours . im glad i made you happy for a little bit , seeing you smile ? its a great sight honestly . youre an angel , truly and i dont say this out of kindness , you truly are an angel that happened to walk into my life and im so glad you walked into my life , i was the happiest and softest boy honestly like yiKes ,  im messin ! okayokay but seriously youre amazing and dont ever think youre not . before i end this id like to let you know that im sorry for all the pain i brought you at one point and more . my intentions were to make you happy and keep you happy but i always end up fucking everything up that begins with my happines . i truly and deeply apologize for my asshole self . id like to finish this off with that you need to start loving yourself for you , you are the most amazing person ive met . you may think negatively about yourself but you have not seen yourself through my eyes , if you saw the way i say you boy youd be adoring yourself so much . i appreciate every single thing about you including the so called ' flaws ' you have . i adore you and love you .

- gilinsky / jackfinnefuckbOy

babyboy ; brandon

dear babyboy , i want to start this off with im so sorry for doing you wrong in the past . i caused you pain that you shouldnt have gone through especially because of me , i played with your emotions in the past and i regret every second that i did , i was dumb and didnt care about anything but ive changed i promise you . i hope you know that after all weve been through im suprised youre with me right now but i appreciate it so much , i appreciate you . the new memories we have made and the things weve done i loved every single moment of you and i together , always puts a smile on my face . youve made an impact on life . you have your ways to make me gushy n hard- pft ahem anyways its adorable when you pout . i hope you know that you are cute and dont even try denying it cause you so precious . i adore you and love you .

- daddy

princess/peanut ; amaya and jayden

dear princess , what two years of you and me ? you and i are two years strong , can you believe that ? i still cant get that through my head , the best years ive ever had honestly , every moment you and i have , i cherish . i'll always protect you , peanut and joey sk . if i could give you the world id give it to you in a heartbeat . you deserve so much happiness , you deserve all of it . i want to see you smile always cause it looks so fucking gorgeous on you . you dont deserve the pain youve received recently . baby sometimes your own world can tear you up inside and out . sometimes the people we love are the ones who hurt us the most when you thought that they wouldnt . you deserve more than you give . if i could make you the happiest of happiest i would . just anything to see your smile id do . i dont know what id do without you . you and i have a story which will never be told cause its to precious , this cruel world isnt worthy of our story . i promise to you , i promise that no matter what its just you , peanut and me against the world , no one else . cause i will be the one to make you happy no matter what , i promise to keep you happy and put you back in your place when you think thoughts i dont want you thinking . you are way to precious for such a thing thats happening right now . i adore you and love you .

dear peanut , you are new to this world , i promise to give you and your momma everything . i will protect you always . im not going to let anything hurt you and neither is your momma . youre a blessing . i love you so much precious boy . amaya and i will forever love you . i promise to give you the best . i adore you and love you

- jacky

my otherhalf ; hannah

dear otherhalf , i swear when you and i are together its total chaos we're crazy but i like that about us . im your ian , i will always be your ian no matter what . we do stupid fun things that i will forever remember cause i would never want to forget that . i love giving you bear hugs and just attacking you in my hugs . i appreciate you a lot and our memories , yes i suck ass at replying but hey im sorry tRy . i adore you and love you .

- your ian

my sister (: ; danielle

dear badass who can like beat me up and take me out of existence if wanted , i hope you know that i cherish every single thing that has happened since birth along with our sibling rivalry . you and i have been through so much but thats okay cause we went through it together . yeah you probably hate me but thats okay you probably have a good reason for it . i wouldnt want anyone else to be my sister . you bully me a lot but hey i mean its us . i can be a pain in the ass i know but im a pain in the ass outta love i promise . i owe you so much for everything ive done , i appreciate you so much .  i adore you and love you .

- dumbass

my wiFe ; jordan

dear wife , you threaten to take our kiDs and leave with them when i dont give you attention but we both know you wont tEaR oUr fAmiLy aPaRt liKe tHat . you and i have been through so much and im glad i went through it with you . it was one hell of a ride for you and i but it was worth it . i was glad i met you cause like damn we so great together like this friendship is bomb . i wouldnt want to go through the things you and i did with anyone else . just so you know i aM a gReAt aSs hUsBaNd tyvm , i love our goofy relationship honestly . yOu and the kIdS aRe a hAnDfUl bUt i lOVe thAt sO yEaH . i adore you and love you .

- sHiTtY hUsbAnD

my reasoning for all this:

im leaving this account and i just wanted to appreciate everyone i could , if i missed you tell me please . i hate myself for all this a lot .  i cant handle everything anymore and its best for me to leave this account . im actually done with this account . im not leaving wattpad , i want to start fresh and new . im not gonna leave you guys just like that so if you want my @ for my new account comment " i hate gilinsky ☠ " or sum but first appreciate my lil paragraphs ):
yes they sucked ass cause i cant express my feelings n softness and most were short , im really sorry if yours was short . i want you to know i fucking love you with all my heart .