wow. ive been putting this off for wayyy too long. so here it is. im sorry. i love you all so fucking much. really. every single one of you has made a huge impact on my growth and who i am as a person. but it's time i go. because it's healthier for me. ill be here for the next day or so maybe to talk to you guys for the last little while, and you can pm me for my ig. i would really want to keep in touch with you. again, im really sorry and im actually crying right now. goodbye everyone. love you so fucking much.