Jack's P.O.V.

I see Felix sitting in front of me. He didn't look at me or talk to me when I tried to talk to him. He didn't answer Mark either, he didn't even pay attention in class. A girl next to him noticed his unhappy aura and tried to talk to him. Felix would grumble an answer when he gave her an answer. He wasn't good. I hated to see him like this, my best friend, or someone I at least called a best friend. I started to get mad, not at Felix, just from seeing him like this. I don't understand, why is he so ashamed? Class ended, and I chaises Felix down the hall.
"Felix! Felix!"
He started walking faster. I ran, and grabbed his arm.
"Felix! We have to talk!" I say strongly.
"No Jack, I can't." He says turning around, his bright blue eyes shining with tears.
I gasp, "Fe I-"
Felix walked off. I held out my hand, not going after him. I was in defeat.

Felix's P.O.V

I rush down the hallway in anger and sadness. I feel crushed and destroyed. I start heading to the bathroom and lock myself in a stall. I am all alone.
"Damnit Jack! I thought you were better than this! You can't just say "We need to talk!" I know what you're going to say! You're going to tell me that you hate me! You knew all this time I liked you and now you want to confront it! You want to tell me that you love Mark instead! Well you know what? I HATE YOU!" I mutter under my breath.
I start to cry. I grab my bag and reach for my notebook, to my surprise, it is not there. I gasp and start shuffling around everywhere. Jack. He must have taken it when I stormed off.

(ZE TIME SKIP TO ZE NEXT DAY)

I walked into the school, I see Mark and Jack talking by their lockers. I look into Jack's eyes from a distance, he doesn't notice me right away. Then, people start to take photos of them and shout their ship name. I sigh heavily and walk away. Without a care, I head over to class. I sit down in my usual spot, by now I'd write in my journal but no. My heart is shattered. Students start to fill in the seats. Mark sits next to me, Jack isn't in this class.
"Hey Fe." He says softly.
I look away from him.
"What's up? You and Jack don't seem very good right now."
I clench my teeth, not answering again.
"Felix. Talk to Jack, he's really nervous about you."
My mouth drops open a bit. I sigh and look over at Mark. He smiles softly at me, assuming I agree with him.
"I am not talking to Jack. He loves you, or when they make fun of you two, he acts like he doesn't like gay people! He also took my journal! He could see all my entries and-" I storm off in my own anger. I end up missing class.
I sit out in the hallway alone. I think about Jack, and how he feels for Mark. And what he will say when he confronts me on how I love him. How I ship us. I clench my heart as tears stream down my face. Damnit Jack.
The bell rings, and I wipe my tears away. I head over to my locker and open it up. I see sticky notes all over the door, they read, "Talk to Jack!" All over them. Thanks Mark. I slam it shut and clench my teeth. I turn around to see Jack walking by, he barely looks at me. Only a slight glance.

Jack's P.O.V.

I glance a bit at Felix as I walk past him. It's different looking at him. He isn't the cheerful little Fe I used to know. I felt despair. I knew he wouldn't talk to me if I tried to talk to him. The ship between me and Mark was getting worse, I don't know why that bothered Felix so much. He doesn't... No... He can't. I bet I would know if I read his journal, but I can't. That's an awful thing to do.
"Everything alright Jack?" Ken asked me through the hallway.
"Y-Yeah I'm fine."
"I've been meaning to ask you something." Ken blushed.
"What the hell is it." I grumbled then gasped at my attitude, "Sorry Ken, things have been rough lately."
"It's okay, but I uh, how do I put this..."
"Spit it out bro!" I laughed.
Ken stood silently.
"Ken what is it?" I say seriously.
"How do I tell Felix I like him?" He whispered.
"I-I know this is a little weird but yes I am gay and see I've heard people say he is too and I-I just w-want to start something." He stuttered.
"You want to..." I said slowly, "talk to Felix..."
My heart is racing, I feel like it'll pop out of my chest. I feel rage and disappointment, why do I feel this way? Because I love Felix.