I remember it all too well,

those days where I would spend my nights awake just in case you would suddenly wake up from your sleep. I know how bad nightmares can be and I don't want you to go through it alone.

I remember it all too well,

those days I would send you off straight at your doorstep after spending the day together. I would find my way back home with all means that I had because we lived too far away from each other. I did what I had to do, and it was getting you home safely.

I remember it all too well,

the day you wanted me to meet your parents. God damn, it was nerve wrecking. But hey, what else was better than having your parents to love me?

I remember it all too well,

those days where i would massage your temples for you at random times to take that headache away.

I remember it all too well,

the day I rushed you to the hospital when you had a severe migraine, only to find out later that day that you had a brain tumour.

so why can't i remember,

the day you left me

for good?