Anya♠

I can't believe it earlier I was nearly fantasizing about how his lips would feel on mine and now they're on my lips damn they feel amazingly soft if this is a dream don't wake me up like at all yet there's this type of warmth brewing in my chest why is it warm? Maybe it's from wine cooler I had not that long ago but whatever I'll figure it out later on right now I'm focusing on his lips, he starts to pull away from our kiss um excuse me I was not quite done yet I was pretty content where I was thank you!

Glancing around trying to avoid eye contact with him I'm so embarrassed right now "Anya" hearing him say in a soft tender tone oh gosh help me now I feel weak to my knees all the sudden not even my ex-boyfriend had me like this but only when it comes to Grim it feels natural but why? Slowly shaking my head turning my attention back to him "Grim" saying softly, he grabs my hand softly running his thumb on the top of my hand closing my eyes while that same warm fuzzy sensation starts to form again but this time it seems to be more pleasurable then anything.

The moment between us is broken by Scarlett yelling at Luca again I get that he's protective of me because he's my cousin which I do appreciate at times but sometimes it's a tad bit much even my uncle has told him maybe I should give him a call and have him put Luca in his place again sighing grabbing his hand to just take him out back on the porch, opening the door we both feel something rush past us "Cujo" saying as my sweet yet hard headed boy just runs out the door ignoring me Grim laughs watching the scene just unfold oh gosh he's got a sexy laugh.

Leaning on the porch railing looking up at the moon "Beautiful isn't it?" he asks standing right next to me turning my head smiling "Yes" saying a little to over-excited which I was not trying to do yeah I just embarrassed myself can I go crawl in a hole now? I don't even know why I'm acting like this honestly I'm acting like a teenage girl in damn high school that's around her fucking crush it's pathetic yes I know, I wish I knew why though it would help at the moment.

"What word do you want to learn?" he asks tilting my head thinking of what word I want to learn first in German but at the corner of my eye I see Luca and Scarlett near the window arguing rolling my eyes "Asshole" saying Grim looks at me grinning devilishly but yet it makes my heart skips a beat I mean it's sexy "Arschloch" he says smoothly raising my eyebrow "What?" asking as he chuckles, "Means asshole" he says "Oh" saying looking down at my shoes in embarrassment again he places his fingers underneath my chin to tilt my head back up the gesture isn't forceful it's actually soft.

"Don't look away Schön -Beautiful-" he says my eyes grow wide he just called me beautiful oh fucking hell my heart is about to explode or what not from that "You think I'm beautiful?" asking bitting my lip waiting he slowly rubs the back of his neck nodding his head "Yes I do" he says, okay now I'm going to do a damn happy dance like no one is watching slowly taking a step back he watches me closely with hunger in his eyes damn it Grim kiss me!

He scoops me up in his arms causing me to giggle some until I think I seen his eyes glowing closing my eyes shaking my head maybe I'm just seeing things yeah that's gotta be it opening my eyes seeing his eyes aren't growing, I open my mouth to speak his lips collide with mine taking me by surprise running my fingers in his hair he groans between our lips unexpectedly he picks me up wrapping my legs around him.

Our lips move together in perfect sync almost like flames dancing in a fire it's truly magnificent I never felt anything like this before and the warmth in my chest just keeps growing pulling away from the kiss running my finger over my lips oh yeah they're swollen it was worth it, his hand slides up my back slowly goosebumps form on my arms not because I'm cold softly placing my hand on his cheek it causes him to smile oh I'm definitely screwed.

The back porch light goes off and on repeatedly like a warning signal what hell are we teenagers? Like seriously I swear if it is Luca I'm going to snap to no end "der Ficker-Fucker-" he says as he carefully puts me on the ground so we can see who interrupted us, to my surprise I see Scarlett at the back door with her arms folded like is she serious right now? This is ridiculous she's my bestfriend but she might want to remember I'm not a damn child!

"Breath it's not worth a headache" he says giving my hand a gentle squeeze sighing "Yeah.." whispering although I seriously just want to go in there and yell at her for childish actions but I'm not going to standing in front of him smiling he raises his eyebrow at me I've got a plan I'm just hoping that it pays off, bitting my lip swinging our arm's slightly "What?" he asks looking at me tugging at his hand to follow me back inside "Cujo come boy" yelling as my sweet boy comes running towards us wagging his tail all happily he's just too cute for his own good.

"Are you going tell me?" he asks as we walk back inside shaking my head no he chuckles as he slaps my ass lightly my jaw drops a bit he's so lucky that I find him mysteriously sexy closing my mouth shaking my head while pulling him through the kitchen to make our escape before they notice, we reach the stairs I glance over seeing Luca and Scarlett are preoccupied that works for us Cujo runs past us I can literally feel my heart pounding in my chest as we start to do the same thing but no Grim on the other hand is chuckling with amusement.

Questions start reeling in my head causing me to doubt my own decision as we walk up towards my bedroom.  Would he think less of me? Is this a good idea? I mean it's only cuddling. But what if he doesn't want to? Then what? What if he looks at me different then he is right now? Why am I even doubting my own decision? If I mess this up it's on me not him....

My nerves are rattling a knot is in my stomach "It's okay shh" he coos in my ear wrapping his arm around me it's like all my doubt just vanished like it was never there where in the hell has he been when I had anxiety attacks? I mean seriously come on! Nodding my head agreeing with him taking a deep breath slowly exhaling while I turn the doorknob to my room open I'm nervous but I'm hiding it very well if I do say so myself really it's all thanks to him.

My eyes grow wide seeing my clothes on the floor "Damn it" cursing myself quickly scrambling together of all the clothes he shuts the door laughing as he watches me tossing the clothes in the hamper turning around if that's not embarrassing enough I see him looking at a photo of me, "Want to cuddle?" asking trying to distract him which seems to work because he turns around so fast I thought I was going to be dizzy from it seems that someone's excited "Yes" he says nodding his head.

Smiling yes we're going to cuddle so I was nervous for absolutely nothing eh it's the story of my life he takes off his leather jacket that reveals how big his arms really are fanning myself slowly I knew they were big through his jacket but damn hello, I wonder if he can hold me up with one of his arms? Yeah know I would bust my ass but it would be worth it he clears his throat looking up at him like I was a kid that got caught with their hand in the cookie jar he smirks shaking his head.

Has he seen his self in the mirror lately? How is a woman supposed to act around man so mysterious and sexy? I'm so fucking screwed.

Making my way into the bathroom to change into my night clothes luckily I left them in here taking off my clothes tossing them to the floor I've got to be fast about this quickly putting on my night shorts I start to stumble "Ouch" hissing rubbing my thigh can't believe I stumbled into the vanity that's going to leave a bruise, putting on my t-shirt on shaking my hair out I usually put it in a ponytail but tonight is a little different opening the door to see him standing there with no damn shirt on showing off his tattoos oh for fuck sakes I'm definitely not going to make it tonight.

"Grim" saying catching his attention he looks at me with hunger in his eyes "Beautiful" he says causing my cheeks to heat up slowly walking over to him within an instant his arm around my waist a warm sensation just explodes within me softly placing my hand on his chest our eyes connect I noticed so many emotions are swelling inside of his eyes, I have to control myself right now or I could seriously lose myself in his eyes taking a few steps back slowly he watches me closely as I walk to the bed to undo it for us.

"Calm down" saying to myself as I pull the blanket down at the corner of my eye I see him walking to the other side he gets in the bed smirking raising my eyebrow at him what the hell is he up to? Suddenly he pulls me into the bed catching my ass completely off guard I can't help but laugh as his damn hand hits my ticklish spot I've always been weak there, I'm just really hoping that he'll forget that spot sitting up giving him a glare he slowly sits up shaking his head clicking his tongue maybe I shouldn't have done that.

Bitting my lip nervously just waiting but I'm losing my patience right now "Grim" saying until he smashs his lips upon mine draping my arm over him as I start to lay down flat on my back he glides his fingertips on my legs my body begins to tremble with a sudden urge of pleasurement never in my life have I ever experienced anything like this before, he pulls away leaving me totally breathless he quickly removes himself from in between my legs and lays down next to me I can't even process what just happened it's like a huge wave of pleasure came crashing down on me but we didn't do anything.

Turning to face him he shows off that gorgeous smile of his my heart skips a beat yet again he gently plays with my hair it's like time itself had stopped as he started to do that I literally feel like I'm floating on a cloud he softly places his arm on my side holding me closely to him I think it's sweet that he wants me this close, my eyes feel heavy for a odd reason but I guess lack of sleep is catching up to me looking straight at him smiles "Sleep" he says but I can't help but notice that his voice sounds different my eyes start to close but the last thing I see is his eyes and swirling smoke surrounding us both like it was consuming us but I feel safe that he's here.