But I guess you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I'll feel it too
I could try to smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you

I saw you again.

You've changed so much.
In the best way.

You're practically glowing with happiness.
You're just as gorgeous as ever.
Just with an extra glow.

Your eyes.
They're filled with emotion now.

When you were with me, they were dark and cold.

I guess you really do look happier, huh?

I could carry on pretending I'm happy for you.

But I'm not.

I was lying.

God, I've been lying for awhile.

You look so fucking happy all the damn time.
I just want that.

But I can't have it.
I don't deserve it.

You do though.

So I'll try to smile, to hide the fact that I know I was happiest with you.

That I'll never feel that way again.

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a/n:
hi, yes, it's been forever, i'm sorry.
bUT, I LEFT AND WHEN I CAME BACK, THIS WAS AT 220 READS???
Y'all are the best, thank you for reading this crap, honestly.