THIS IS FOR MY NIECE PEANUT, I CAN'T WAIT TILL SHE'S HERE. THIS IS TO SHOW HER THE WONDERS SHE'LL SEE WHEN SHE'S BORN.

OK SO SHE'S MY SECOND COUSIN, I KNOW THAT NIECES AND NEPHEWS ARE IF YOUR SIBLING HAS A KID, BUT I CALL ALL MY SECOND COUSIN'S MY NIECE/NEPHEW.

PEANUT IS MY OLDER COUSIN'S DAUGHTER, BUT SADLY SHE'S A SINGLE MOTHER😢 I GET REALLY PROTECTIVE OF MY LOVED ONES AND I HATE WHEN THIS HAPPENS.

YOU SEE... MY COUSIN'S OLDER SIBLINGS HAVE PROBLEMS LIKE THIS, AS DO MOST OF MY FAMILY. ITS THE SADDEST THING TO SEE A SINGLE MOTHER/FATHER TRYING TO RASE A CHILD AND IT MAKES ME SAD TO SEE IT IN REAL LIFE. ESPECIALLY CAUSE THAT'S HOW MY FAMILY IS...

MY MOM GROW-UP 3 SIBLINGS MY GRANDMOTHER AND NO FATHER TILL SHE WAS A TEEN. THEN HE PASSED... MY DAD LOST HIS PARENTS WHEN HE WAS JUST 4. HE AND HIS 5 SIBLINGS WERE ORPHANED...

I MAYBE PLAYFUL AND CHEERY ALL THE TIME, BUT I SUFFER WITH ANXIETY, STRESS, MENTAL SHOCK, AND DEPRESSION... I'VE BEEN THIS WAY SINCE I WAS 3... YET NO ONE NOTICED, I HIDE IT FROM THE WORLD TILL LAST YEAR I SNAPPED. IT WAS TERRIFYING... I COULDN'T TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE, EVERYONE WHO SAW WAS SHOCKED. I'VE NEVER ACTED THAT WAY IN FRONT OF ANYONE, I WAS ALWAYS THE PLAYFUL, HAPPY ONE THAT EVERYONE PICKED ON. THEY USED ME AND CAUSED ME TO BREAK.