i want your attention. all of it.
i know i can't have it all, but can you at
least acted like you care?

we're both busy, yes i know that.

i also know that you're going to be a respectful doctor while i'm going nowhere. there's probably no place for me out there.

what i'm doing here, seriously?
all i want to do is to be on stage. but i can't even dream to have that.

gosh i really want to say this out to you
i want to talk with you
like the old times

where we can share all our problems together at the cold balcony in our house. take some shots, get drunk and have sex. then we talked again on the bed, and sex again.

but growing up sucks. i should've believed hyejeong when she said that. i should've believed when she said the world outside here going to make everyone selfish.

damn.

we weren't ready for this outside world, namjoon. we're too naive.