"because i still love you, babe." he said. "i really do,"

i hate how desperate i am. waiting for those  words from him. and i really hate how easily these tears fell soon as he said that.

hani lower her head and wipe her tears. "no, you don't."

"what are you saying?" namjoon don't know what to feel after seeing she cries. "hani.."

"you kicked me out and then you never come back," she's hardly speaking. still hiding her face.

"i thought we needed some time for ourselves," he gets up and make his way to hani. he kneel in front of her and take her hand, holding them so tight. "i'm sorry," namjoon kiss her hand.

somehow seeing her cry, namjoon's eyes feel watery. imagine how hard it is for her to contain her feelings like that. from a girly girl who just do whatever she want to do, to an ice queen─ who barely smile, or talk to anyone.

seol hani. even from high school, she's not someone who will solve an easy math problem. let alone the problems in her real life, she'll usually ignore the problem until it eventually goes away. she's not really good at hiding her feelings. that's why when she thought she liked namjoon back then, she quickly goes for him.

"its must been hard for you," namjoon hold her hand tighter. "its not easy for me either, how i had to live without you. i really want to run to you back then, but the timing were never right. i'm sorry, i should've tried harder to get you back,"

he gets up and pull her into his embrace. hani just let that hand rubs her back, comforting her. slowly, she wraps her arms around him.

"i missed you so much," she breathes out. "i'm sorry for always picking fight with you. i'm sorry for being selfish." she's talking while crying.

"its okay, i'm wrong too." namjoon pat her back. "don't cry, please."

"no─ i acted like an asshole, no i am an asshole. i'm sorry," she cried louder. "i miss you so much. so fucking much,"

"i miss you too. words can't even describe it." he kissed her head. after awhile of calming her down, they pull back from the hug. namjoon wipe the tears that still there on her face.

"you look pretty with this hair, the uniform." he said. hani finally chuckled while her hands still on his waist. "really?"

"hhmm," he smiles. namjoon can see how her eyes lighten, and the tears somehow make her eyes sparkly─ he know he's overreacting it but she's really look beautiful than ever that time.

"you look good with that long white coat, like really really good." she said, even though he's not wearing one at that time.

"you like that?"

hani nods.

"then i'll just wear that white coat more often," namjoon joked. but she's not laughing. instead she just keep looking at him.

"why?" namjoon ask. "anything wrong?"

"what a nerd," she said, confusing him and then pull his collar to press their lips together. just for awhile, and then she pull back.

"i'm not dreaming.. right?" his lips feel as good, as the same as before.

"no, you're not." namjoon hold the back of her neck and kiss her again.

"hey, don't you think that tall doctor been there for a long time now?"

"shall we look? who knows.. he already dead or something? its lieutenant seol after all, at least we should help her get rid of the evidences,"

the boys slowly make their steps to hani's work space and stand there for awhile.

"should we look?"

"no, you look. you're older than me,"

"what the hell? we're the same age, rascal."

"you were born in january. you should check it out," the 'older' quickly give up and peek through the door. his eyes widened as he saw something he shouldn't. as his life depends on it, he pull the 'younger' away from there.

"what? what happened?"

"i think they might be really, really close."

"what do you mean?"

"no, look like they might be together.."

"what─ did they fu─"

"this pervert. they were just kis─ they're making out but who knows.."

they look at each other and suddenly shock their ass off when namjoon suddenly gets out of the tent.

"why are you guys so shocked?" namjoon look at those guys and then he leave. its almost 9pm now and hani got a camp base to take care of.

"that was really close─" the 'older' paused when he see hani is crossing her arms and glaring at them. yes, she saw them outside the tent earlier. she's not a lieutenant for nothing.

"lee daewoo, choi eunjae. you two come here."

"but we have something to do.."

"in the count of three!"

"YES MA'AM!"

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