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I dunno I just need to do something to take my processor off snowlight and this

I keep saying that I am reliving a nightmare.

Maybe I'm just reliving old memories

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

I really need to stop drinking.

No joke I can build a fort with the empty cubes. Which I already started building.

I'll probably be locked in my room for what? Two three days?

I dunno. Again this is just ranting so don't worry about anything.

Anywayyyy

After having to relive an old memory I've broken down to nothing.

When elita passed...I thought I could deal with the pain.

I hung out at a calm part of cybertron.

But then there's snowlight. I risked so much just to be with her.

Then she ripped her spark out from right infront of my very optics.

The memory came flooding back and well I'm now the useless scrap you see before you.

I was hurt. Not because when I asked snowlight if she killed a sparkling and said yes. But because she killed herself in front of me with no hesitation.

Ain't that weird?? Haha.

I've had mental breakdowns here and there even fainted once. But I guess drinking helps.

Because when I drink I feel no pain.

Anyway that's about it.

Night guys.

Just to get you guys a good laugh.