We end up settling on a movie at home. So while Jayson's parents are out, I am sitting on his lap and watch The Notebook.

"I love you." He leans in and kisses my neck. I turn and look at him playfully.

"I love you, too, but I really want to watch this movie, babe." I peck his lips then lean my head into the crook of his neck and look at the TV.

"But, babygirl..." He whines. "You've seen this movie a thousand times."

"Actually I have heard it a thousand times. I haven't actually watched it." I smile and look up at him and see him looking at me with a devilish grin.

"What?" I raise an eyebrow.

"Do you wanna go up to my room, baby?" He leans in and kisses my neck. I actually do want to go up to his room. I feel a slight pinch on the skin between my neck and shoulder and see he left a hickey. He's naughty.

"Sure." I lean it and capture his lips with mine and he lifts me up and walks up to his room. He sits me on my bed and kisses me passionately. We getting a little deeper before I realize where this is going. I pause and Jayson looks at me. He sees my face and understands.

"It's ok. I understand." He kisses my forehead and goes to grab his shirt off the floor. I don't even remember him taking it off. Or mine off. Before he can pull his shirt on I stop him. He looks at me, surprised.

"No. I want to." As I say it I realize I mean it. I want to do it. For him. And for me.

"Are you sure?" He tucks a strand of hair behind my ear. "Cause I remember last time and I don't want that to happen again." He says slowly, leaving his hand on my cheek.

"No." I cover his hand with mine. "I want to." I don't know who moves first but our lips collide and it all starts again.

What did I do today? Today, I made love to Jayson for the first time.

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Ok I'm not really sure how I thought of this book but to be honest, it just came to me. I was bored and I just started typing something and this is how it all ended up. Well the first chapter anyway. This one I wasn't really sure how I should write it. I honestly think it's pretty bad and if you guys have any ideas as to how to make it better please message me. And I'm also sorry this chapter is so short. I don't want this book to be PG-13 or anything so I didn't want to have all the sex stuff in there.

Please please please vote and comment and tell me how I'm doing. I would love to hear some of your ideas if you have any so seriously, feel free to message me. And please tell everyone about my story's. Oh! I also need a name for this book. In honestly not sure where this book is going so I don't know that name. Any ideas, the please comment.

Looking forward to any ideas!

Luv to y'all!!!

~Marissa