ik I'm supposed to be like
"oh I hacked him blah blah blah"
but this isn't an ordinary hack bc I mean
look who is typing it. I wanted to make
this smthg special for connor bc we have been
through a rollercoaster of experience together.
I honestly apologize if this wasn't well written.

connor,

// first of all this was supposed to be written a long time ago when u gave me ur password, but like I forgot to write it & I remembered ur password from the other times, just didn't know if it was the same so... yea I'm sorry this is past overdue. //
imma be honest & say that I can't remember when we met or how. I just know that we did & ever since then, we went on hundreds of adventures. I remember you introducing me to ppl like rose through a game of truth or dare? idk the game but I remember how you kept pestering me to join & promised me that everyone there was chill. so I went & made new friends that didn't last long. but ik for sure that our friendship is lasting a long time.

I kinda feel like I known you for ages, mainly bc I have a sucky memory. but it's hard for me to forget abt the little things, like cucumber. I admit that I only remember the name & not how the name came to be for us. if u do, u should refresh my memory (;
anywho, we have been there for each other through a lot. for example, I was there when you got ur heart broken abt twice. I was pretty much always there when u needed someone. oh, and I hope you know that I never forget abt my relationships. tbh, u weren't a bad boyfriend, ever. you were sweet & u treated me right, but you did disappear for months & I had no idea wtf happened. I'm not mad if that's what ur wondering c: I already beat u for that when u came back.

honestly, ik we haven't been the greatest since u came back bc I've changed in ways that no one can explain & you came back to a girl who was different than when u left. i'm still kinda the same girl. I just say what's on my mind more & it's harder for me to get into relationships bc I think they are trash. I'm pretty sure u would understand if I told u why I think that or feel that way. either way, you have been nthg but sweet to me connor. i know i am very difficult but i appreciate you sticking by my side.

I just wanted to say that i'm thankful to have you in my life. I couldn't ask for anything else. I know I'm a little late with this thankful stuff but that's bc I spent hours typing & I didn't have time to finish everyone's paragraphs. (that's bc my paragraphs are like essays) but yeah, I'm thankful for you even if I don't show it through my walls of emotions (:

I love you connor. you're my little cucumber.
& to those who think they're his bestfriend... think again 🙃 so like fight me if you think otherwise 🔪
cause he was mine before he was yours.
(also to those who talk to Jordan, he had a make out session with my leg while we were watching a movie. connor can confirm. so better watch those legs! )
but... I also remember playing truth or dare with connor & he posted abt masturbating to cats purring. this boys are weird but I love them ((;

I would write more, but how else am I going to write my other 1000 essays for him in the future? I hope u smiled while reading this connor. I love making u smile & I most definitely love you ❤

- your favorite/beautiful angel <3