Getting braces tomorrow~
Kinda nervous~
I want it to be over with already.
I meant, sure, it's gonna hurt as hel-heck, but still.
I really have to stop being so fragile and stupid.
I have to toughen up.
Maybe block myself from others?
That way, I wouldn't care of something happens.
I just don't wanna care anymore.
I care, and it hurts.
I don't want to hurt anymore. I'm just so tired...
The only way is to not care.
Caring hurts.
I've learned it the hard way.
Parents don't know, so pills won't work.
And talking doesn't help.
I mean, I've never tried it..
I don't think it'll work for ME.
Ack this got ranty.
So sorry ^^;