As per the usual, here is the list of songs that either inspired any part of this story, or songs that I simply just listened to while writing.

*Please check out these songs... they are all such amazing artists and should be supported in all ways possible. Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk*
Songs with an emoji (💜) next to them are ones I HIGHLY HIGHLY HIGHLY recommend, which is a very hard thing for me to do because I'm a very critical musician.

And as always, feel free to comment your thoughts on any of these songs. If it's your first time listening to it, tell me your honest thoughts! 😊

Song- Artist

Paper Tulips- Gallant 💜
Hurt- Gallant
Sharpest Edges- Gallant

The Last of the Real Ones- Fall Out Boy

All I Want- Kodaline💜

Dying in LA- Panic! At the Disco

Mad at You- Noah Cyrus & Gallant 💜

All These Things I've Done- The Killers

Black Swan- BTS
Mikrokosmos- BTS
Stay Gold- BTS
Just One Day- BTS
00:00- BTS💜
Louder Than Bombs- BTS
Crystal Snow- BTS
Let Go- BTS
Look Here- BTS💜

Crash- EDEN

Oblivion- Bastille

Fake Love- Cemetary Sun

These Times- SafetySuit

She's in the Rain- The Rose💜
Sorry- The Rose💜
Candy (So Good)- The Rose💜
I.L.Y.- The Rose💜
With you- The Rose💜
Insomnia- The Rose💜
Basically any song by The Rose lmao

Wolf- Woosung💜 aka my other husband
Moon- Woosung💜

Adios- Everglow💜 A FUCKING BOP

Broken- Seether featuring Amy Lee

Castle of Glass- Linkin Park
Shadow of the Day- Linkin Park
Heavy- Linkin Park featuring Kiiara💜

Fear of the Water- SYML💜
Mr. Sandman- SYML💜

Sherlock- SHINee

Love Lockdown- Kanye West
Street Lights- Kanye West

Amadeus- Topp Dogg

23- Chase Atlantic

Anklebiters- Paramore💜
Brighter- Paramore💜
Be Alone- Paramore
Misguided Ghosts- Paramore💜
Fences- Paramore💜
In the Mourning- Paramore💜

Birthday- SOMI

Sentist- VIXX

Dead Horse- Hayley Williams💜
Simmer- Hayley Williams💜

Astronaut- Simple Plan

The Chain- Ingrid Michaelson

Grow As We Go- Ben Platt

Used To Like- Neon Trees

Burn It- Agust D featuring MAX💜
Daechwita- Agust D💜

Touch It- Ariana Grande

Badbye- RM & eAeon

Love on Top- Beyonce💜

Canal St.- A$AP Rocky featuring Bones

In The Dark- Vintage Culture & Fancy inc

Before You Start Your Day- Twenty one
Pilots💜

Honeybee- The Head and the Heart💜

Falling- Harry Styles
Canyon Moon- Harry Styles
Sign of the Times- Harry Styles

Better Off Dead- Sleeping with Sirens

Icy- Itzy

Cold Cold Man- Saint Motel💜

Bird Set Free- Sia💜

Gravity- Sara Bareilles💜
Orpheus- Sara Bareilles💜

Designer- Kim Jae Hwan

Love Will Come Through- Travis

Cinema- Zion. T

You Know You Like It- DJ Snake & AlunaGeorge💜

Every Step That I Take- Tom Morello

Beautiful- crush

Goodbye Baby- Miss A

The Black and White- The Band CAMINO💜
Hush, Hush- The Band CAMINO💜
Daphne Blue- The Band CAMINO💜

Six Weeks- Of Monsters and Men

Blow My Mind- NCT127

Room Shaker- ailee💜

Hesitate- Jonas Brothers💜
When You Look Me In The Eyes- Jonas Brothers💜

Dance The Night Away- TWICE

Try- Colbie Caillat

The Changeover- Sundara Karma
Indigo Puff- Sundara Karma💜

I Get So Scared- Miley Cyrus💜

Yesterday- Block B

Bury a Friend- Billie Eilish
Lovely- Billie Eilish & Khalid

Coming Down- Big Spring

Girls, Girls, Girls- GOT7

Slow Dancing In The Dark- Joji💜

Legends Never Die- League of Legends & Against the Current💜

Danny, Dakota, & The Wishing Well- A Silent Film💜

Congratulations- Eric Nam💜

Too Close- Alex Clare

Saturn- Sleeping At Last💜

Life Itself- Glass Animals💜

Violet- Bad Suns

Cry Like A Ghost- Passion Pit

Hymn for the Weekend- Coldplay

Over You- Ingrid Michaelson featuring A Great Big World💜

Drip- HINAPIA

Kathleen- Catfish and the Bottlemen

I Can Make You Feel Young Again- Copeland💜

Out of My League- Fitz and the Tantrums

The end- Misterwives

Terrible Love- The National (or there is another great version by Birdy)

Falling Like The Stars- James Arthur

Gravity- John Mayer

Sweet Talk- Dear and the Headlights

Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers

Into The Fire- Thirteen Senses

Breathe- AB6IX💜

The Jester (acoustic version)- Badflower💜
Promise Me- Badflower💜

Our Song- Vinyl Theatre

Before You Go- Lewis Capaldi

Lost Paradise (Hip Hop Unit)- PENTAGON💜
Spring Snow- PENTAGON

Park Bench- Valley💜

A lot- 21 Savage

SYCS- Smallpools

Deadroses- Blackbear

Only Hope- Switchfoot

Do I Wanna Know?- Arctic Monkeys

SoulMate- ZICO & IU

Best Part- Daniel Caesar (featuring H.E.R.)

Lush Life- Zara Larsson

Exploration No. 5- Reese Lansangan

Youth- Daughter💜

My Beautiful Rescue- This Providence

Pyramid Song- Radiohead

BODY- MINO

Never Worn White- Katy Perry

Wow.- Post Malone💜
Take What You Want- Post Malone💜

Bernard trigger- cleopatrick
Hometown- cleopatrick

Rollercoaster- Bleachers

I'm Good- The Mowglis💜

Winter Song- Ingrid Michaelson and Sara Bareilles💜

Move- Taemin

Anna Sun- WALK THE MOON

Jopping- SuperM

Boston- Augustana