Well... how do I even started this one?

We... We lost Alby. We lost him the exact same as we lost Ben. You know with the Changing and shit. He got stung in the maze, like before. You weren't there to help. That's why we lost him.

But...

Everyone kept blaming you. Even since Alby and Ben have mentioned your names, they all believe that its your fault. That you're a spy or somewhat, that you're manipulating all of us just so you can fulfil some mission. They even said to me, that you used me and made me fall in love with you so that you can get what you needed. I don't know why, I MEAN YOU'RE NOT EVEN HERE... You're... You're not here anymore.

How could it be your fault?

The Gladers announced that I now run the Glade... but the thing is Tommy... I don't want to. I'm not ready to.

I mean, I have a limp for god sake... When something goes wrong, I'm normally the last person there. Even in second in command, I still... I still couldn't do it.

I need you Thomas, everything was soo much easier when you were here.

You used to guide me, help me when I was lost or confused... you were the light in my life.

And now all I see is darkness.