I hate my words. I hate my actions. They are strewn with nothing but pain, hate, and defeat.

No longer will I endure humiliating failure after humiliating failure due to my corrosive words. No longer will I embarrass myself with my foolish responses. No longer will I disappoint God nor myself with my hate.

Peace will heal my wounds. Peace will bring me closer to God. Peace will triumph over my mistakes.

Peace will perfect me. I will choose peace, and do whatever it takes to achieve peace.

May this plan benefit myself personally and my relationship with God.

I will have peace.

I apologize if I sound like a madman. I simply cannot endure any more failures that can be avoided with peace. I hope this plan works.

-Arkada