~~Sam's POV~~

"Sam you shouldn't sing."

Gabriel said and I frowned.

"What?"

"You're singing. It's absolutely horrible."

"Is not."

"Is too."

"Well I like to sing."

"Yeah well you sound like a cat that's been through a blender."

"You are so rude."

"What do you want me to lie to you?"

"Well..no not exactly.."

"Exactly. See it's only because I love you that I tell you these things."

"Uh huh sure. Well your singing isn't any better."

"I know. That's why I don't sing."

I huffed and closed my unseeing eyes.

"Come on baby you know I love you."

I chuckled. "I know. I love you too."

Gave hums and I start to hum along with him so that it only sounds like one voice humming in the small room.

--

Two years had been a long time. For me it was a long time. What with everything else in my life being temporary, two years had been the longest I'd ever held onto one thing.

I smiled over at Gabriel who was sitting on my lap and kissed his neck.

"You know I don't understand this movie."

He said irritatedly and I chuckled. "That's because you're not following along. The illusionist is a very good movie."

"It's boring."

"Only because you don't get it."

"And that's exactly it."

I chuckled and kissed Gabe's neck again, leaving a mark where his hair swept over it.

"Saam." He whined and I chuckled some more.

"What?"

He huffed and fidgeted in his seat on my lap. It had been two years that we'd been together and Gabe had a lot of pent up sexual tension. I mean so did I it's just..I'd never actually done it before.

Yeah okay so I'm a virgin. And Gabe respected that and that I was a little afraid about my first time. But poor Gabe was suffering for it.

He looked away and stood up. He wouldn't meet my eyes as he pulled his shirt down and played with the hem of it. "I gotta go.. Uh to the bathroom."

He muttered barely audible and I grabbed his wrist. He couldn't even let me hug him too tightly without getting an erection. It was a little funny but at the same time I felt bad.

Gabe swallowed and looked up at me biting his lip. "What?"

I blinked and stood up pressing my hands to either side of his face and kissing him roughly. He immediately wrapped his hands around my waist and kissed back desperately. I pushed him against the wall and he made a small gasping noise as I trailed my hands up the inside of his shirt.

"S-Sam..no."

I pulled away. "I'm sorry."

"Is this what you really want to do?"

I looked up at him and licked my lips absently. I nodded slowly. "Yes."

"Baby are you sure. I don't want to push you into anything you don't want."

"I'm the one who pushed you into the wall."

He smiled and chuckled. "Okay yeah.."

He was interrupted by my lips against his again and we continued like we never broke apart.

--

"Do you think Dean knows I'm sick?"

I mumbled mostly to myself but Gabriel answered.

"Probably not. If he did he would've been down here by now tending to your every need."

"He'd probably blame you."

"Yeah probably but I wouldn't mind. It's Dean he doesn't scare me."

"Yeah unless Cas takes Dean's side." I chuckle.

"Oh then yes I'd be scared. cas is the only thing keeping Dean from beating the shit out of me."

"Hey! What about me?"

"Eh."

We both laughed and then grew silent again. I wanted Dean to come. I don't know why but sometimes I felt lonely, even with Gabriel right there. I didn't want to feel lonely anymore. I wanted Dean and Cas to come visit me.