I tried to look at others. I wanted to force myself to move on just to fill the whole in my chest. But they aren't right.

You were the only person I could really be happy and myself with. The one that understood what I needed and allowed me to care for you as I needed.

You were the only one I could look at and instantly smile no matter how upset I was. The one that put silent butterflies inside and left them for later.

It was you.

Nobody else could make me feel like you do.

No man or woman has or could.

And I'm sorry that I didn't show you that enough. I'm sorry that I hurt you in the past. That I broke that trust. So now you can't see what I see. I'm sorry.

I tried to look to others for love. I couldn't do it though. Every time I reached for a hand or looked for eyes, I pulled away out of instinct. They aren't you. They could never be you.

It's not the same.